Hello ladies well I'm MarLin .. Nice to meet everyone.. I have been with my hubby for 8 years. He is 43 I'm 35 and I have 2 teenagers 14 & 13 from a previous marriage.. And he has kids also but they are 19 & 21. On June 13 the 2014. We started TTC in late August Early September.. Every time my period came each month at first I would be like better luck next time.. Then I got angry then I started crying... 
I still cry every month .. But last month we finally got a faint positive and I posted it on her not here here but some where on here I lose it all the time.. Lol n e ways we were so happy
this went on for a week the happiest I have her felt other than when my 2 teens were born.. I tested every day( cuz I'm addicted to testing even more so sweet a positive I just couldn't believe it finally our dream had come true .. Then of all days on my sons b day APRIL 23 I START TO BLEED!!! So I said this can't be .. So I tested and it came up negative I tested all day until the next all 13 came back negative.
so no I didn't go to the hospital or doctors I read up on it I think it was a CP .. So when I finished I only lasted 5 days and that like a little shorter than usual but I'm think all this that happened who knows..so I want to say around the 30 the or 1 st I got the slippery cm twinges horny ( TMI SORRY) so I did an opk and yup ladies it was
I'm like huh
what's going on can this happen I ovulated early .. So yup we jumped up on it lol I took another opk strip and yup positive again so.. I'm hopeing praying that we get our BFP we so really want.. But I'm scared what if it happens again???what if its faint then gone crushed into a million pieces.. Idk ladies I just Dont want to feel the heart ache again.. Well that's my story sorry so long baby dust to all.. I pray it happens for us
I still cry every month .. But last month we finally got a faint positive and I posted it on her not here here but some where on here I lose it all the time.. Lol n e ways we were so happy this went on for a week the happiest I have her felt other than when my 2 teens were born.. I tested every day( cuz I'm addicted to testing even more so sweet a positive I just couldn't believe it finally our dream had come true .. Then of all days on my sons b day APRIL 23 I START TO BLEED!!! So I said this can't be .. So I tested and it came up negative I tested all day until the next all 13 came back negative.so no I didn't go to the hospital or doctors I read up on it I think it was a CP .. So when I finished I only lasted 5 days and that like a little shorter than usual but I'm think all this that happened who knows..so I want to say around the 30 the or 1 st I got the slippery cm twinges horny ( TMI SORRY) so I did an opk and yup ladies it wasI'm like huhwhat's going on can this happen I ovulated early .. So yup we jumped up on it lol I took another opk strip and yup positive again so.. I'm hopeing praying that we get our BFP we so really want.. But I'm scared what if it happens again???what if its faint then gone crushed into a million pieces.. Idk ladies I just Dont want to feel the heart ache again.. Well that's my story sorry so long baby dust to all.. I pray it happens for us
