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ttc after full term stillborn loss

pug_lover

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hello everyone I am new to this 3 months ago I lost my son & it is by far the hardest thing I have ever been through I blame my doctor because she wouldn't take him she let me go over to long I went in on a wensday and and begged her to take him because he wasn't moving much and I was already 42 going on 43 weeks and she wouldn't take him told me it was normal she wouldn't do a stress test or anything and when I went back on Friday there was no heartbeat and she was so rude to me but I want so badly to be pregnant again I am kinda thinking that I am i took 2 pregnancy test the other day and had a faint blue line on both but they showed up after the ten minute time frame i don't wanna get excited because i know it could be an evaporation line but my fingers are crossed i haven't tested in about 3 days im gonna test again maybe tomorrow i want a baby so bad i had a perfectly heathly pregnancy i just don't understand it drives me crazy
 
I'm so sorry about your loss but I know exactly how you feel. I have had two losses. I didn't go nearly as far as you did with them but I still regret it everyday, wondering what they would have looked like, thinking of names for them, etc. I couldn't imagine going to full term and suffering all you had to go through but my heart goes out to you and I really hope all works out in the long run :flower: Mother's instinct is always the best indicator that something is wrong. My son was born 3 weeks before his due date. I honestly didn't feel like it was time for him to be born but the doctors pushed upon me to get him out. He ended up having a rare birth defect in which his internal organs weren't in the right areas of his abdomen and needed surgery to reverse it, though the surgeon told me he would never be "completely right". I had two back-to-back losses after my son was born which was later found out that I had a uterine infection, and that I possibly had it all the way back to when my son was born. After three courses of antibiotics, it was cleared up so we are now TTC again. I cannot tell you how nervous I am but I just keep thinking positive and that if it is to be, it will be. Good luck to you and hopefully this is your month!
 

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