hello everyone I am new to this 3 months ago I lost my son & it is by far the hardest thing I have ever been through I blame my doctor because she wouldn't take him she let me go over to long I went in on a wensday and and begged her to take him because he wasn't moving much and I was already 42 going on 43 weeks and she wouldn't take him told me it was normal she wouldn't do a stress test or anything and when I went back on Friday there was no heartbeat and she was so rude to me but I want so badly to be pregnant again I am kinda thinking that I am i took 2 pregnancy test the other day and had a faint blue line on both but they showed up after the ten minute time frame i don't wanna get excited because i know it could be an evaporation line but my fingers are crossed i haven't tested in about 3 days im gonna test again maybe tomorrow i want a baby so bad i had a perfectly heathly pregnancy i just don't understand it drives me crazy