TTC and Beyond!

[Disneybaby26]

Bb- praying for a good result.

Rachel - so glad u got there. Your a quick thinker.

question: I really don't think I'm preggo again, so I didn't buy preg tests. But dh wants me to test just to make sure, so we can figure out what the random 24 hr of brown blood was. So do u think if I pee my fmu into a cup and save it till I grab a test (just a few hrs) it will work ok? Also if I take my tampon out and there is a bunch of blood then I'll assume its just a weird stop and go period.

Hmmm, I dunno. Worth a try though, just get a two pack of inexpensive tests so you have a spare in case you still think something's up!

When did you stop your PP bleeding? I don't think it's weird for your body to get rid of some retained products of conception intermittently out of no where. Could just be you're cycle coming back too, I know that gets funny when you're BFing.

 

[frsttimemama]

Nikki, I'm pretty sure you can save it dor a few gours. Good lyck!

Kara, yes, breast pads are life savers!

Katrina, yay for O soon?! And yes, I despise daylight savibgs time. Extra really. We only started doing it about 8 or 9 years ago. Ugh! Soooooo dumb!

Rachel, hope Ellie keeps up the awesome work!

Hubby and I went to breakfast then next we are headed to the grocery before I have to head to work. Still need time to clean my house.. and energy! Lol. I'm starting to relax a tiiiiny bit since risk for MC drops majorly after 12 weeks.

 

[Cowgirl07]

I'm just confused why I didn't get a flashing smiley. It went from not fertile to peak fertility in 24 hours. It's supposed to give you not fertile, high fertility and peak. I should have stuck with the cheap ones.

 

[asmcsm]

Katrina, I'd say they're probably right and you just had a really fast rise. Even when I was using cheapies Id have a completely negative opk in the morning then that night it would be SUPER dark, definitely positive. I say BD time!

 

[RobertRedford]

Katrina, are you using the cb advanced digi OpK's? They're sooo confusing!!!

Bb, I also vote seeking help from an RE or similar. You shouldn't have to be going through this Sooo sorry that you are going through this. Hugs.

Nikki, I think I read somewhere that hcg will stay in urine for 4 hours staying at the same concentration. Just to keep it out of sunlight. I'm hoping that what ever result you get is the one you want.

Kara, oh no! Time for breast pads! Eeeks

 

[Cowgirl07]

Yes I am and I never will again lol. Well I'll use the eight I have left but after that it's back to regular cheapies.

 

[RobertRedford]

Rachel, I forgot to add, wooohoooo for Ellie doing better!! What an great improvement.

 

[morganwhite7]

Lol oh no Kara that's a lot!! Breast pads will fix you right up.. I really loved the soft washable ones vs. the disposable ones (they were scratchy).

BB- No news yet sweetie??

AFM- I'm ready to have this girl now.. I'm starting to get terrible feelings like okay she's alive and almost full grown, we need to get her into this world before my placenta ruptures again. And I feel like when I flip from the left to right side all night, I am smushing her :/ she was practically dancing on the bed last night when I was lying on either side.

I also had the most strange dream that I can't get off my mind today.. I delivered her and she was about the size of my hand. I remember feeding her with the tiniest little bottle and the nurses kept asking me to BF her, even though she was so tiny. I was so worried about her but they said she'd be alright. So weird, I need to quit worrying!! I just feel like since she's Jaxon's size that she needs to come out or something bad might happen. Should have known the end of this pregnancy would drive me bonkers with worry.

Plus side- it's absolutely beautiful.. Sunny and 55 here today. Feels like summer compared to the arctic temps we've had this winter. I've got on a tank top, about to go clean/vacuum out the car. Lovin it!!

 

[frsttimemama]

Morgan, I totally sympathize with that feeling. Every day I get closer, I get more nervous. I am scared something will happen, and I won't have relief until (s)he's here in my arms. I don't know what to say to make it better, but I am SURE everything will be okay! God and Jaxon are both watching over you ladies!

 

[TTCaWee1]

Oh Morgan keep her in there as long as possible. I feel so guilty and selfish that I was uncomfortable and ready for my pregnancy to be over but now I wish I could put her back in and keep her nice and safe.

 

[brunettebimbo]

I feel like my heart has been ripped out. I can't breath. I'm going to be sick. I knew this was coming yet it still hurts. It feels like the nail in the coffin. I've miscarried again. 5 weeks 3 days again. I've had to go through this hell 3 times before anyone has taken me remotely seriously. They are going to help me now but it could be a long process. He said to WTTC for 3 months and use birth control. I'm not prepared to do that!

 

[clynn11]

Waves, you're looking great already and the incision site really is so small! FX for an even quicker recovery once you're home. So exciting!

Rachel- I would have been so scared by myself!! Ahhh. Glad to hear Ellie is doing well today!! I can't wait until that little bug is home with her mama and daddy!

Kara- LOL! I was so confused when I looked down at my nipples and saw little 'rain drops' on them. I was like "Am I sweating??" wiped it away, and more came out! Hopefully means we'll have a great supply!

BB- Remember though hun digis can be inaccurate up to 5 days either way and are not totally reliable. If this is another loss, I agree, demand a progesterone check. It's so unfair you've had to go through this, once is bad enough, but multiple times in a row. I wish there was anything I could do to comfort you Sending you the biggest internet hugs ever!

Morgan- Amanda needs to be updated on the front page How have you been feeling?!?! You look wonderful!

 

[goldstns]

Negative! Thank goodness. No idea what the blood was, but I'm ok not being preggo again. However dh was so sad! I told him we will have another, but let my body recover a bit.

 

[clynn11]

Aww Nikki that's pretty cute that DH was sad But happy you got the negative result you wanted!

Morgan I hate stupid dreams! Marley is going to be so beautiful and perfectly healthy. That little smush is going home with you! Sending you lots of love.

Katrina- I never used digi OPKs, I just ordered the buttload of cheapies from Amazon and they always worked great for me! But like Ashlee said my cheapies would go from negative in the morning to totally positive at night, so maybe you're just a quick surger. Or an extra strong surge from the hsg? FX!

Sandy to you too! I can only imagine how you ladies are feeling when your first experiences were such traumatic ones. I know everything is going to go perfectly this time I know me saying that doesn't make it any better, but we're all here to support you along the way!!!

 

[morganwhite7]

Thx Cass, Amanda has now been updated!

Rach- thank you for reminding me!! I do remember that with Jaxon, he was Ellie's size and I wanted him back in there safe and sound. Just hope I can quit worrying.

Nikki- WHEW!

 

[frsttimemama]

Bb, SO sorry. I'm glad they are going to help you. I am sorry you had to go through this 3pregnancy times before they would though.

Cass thanks. I definitely appreciate the support. I I will make it through this pregnancy with a little help from my feiends!

I am SO emotional these days! I cried at everything yesterday.. and today. Lol. We went out to little man's grave and I sobbed because the ground is settling, the grass seed didn't survive wintee, and there are rocks from the plow all over. It's a a wreck! Missing him a lot lately.

 

[Kiamaria83]

Oh bb so sorry. I really wouldnt listen about the bc. I've had 3 miscarriages last one being sept. We carried on ttc even though I was going through the tests. Dont give up hope.

Ahh leaky boobs means you're so close.

Amanda the incision looks very neat. Hoping you are feeling a little better.
Rachel it really is not your fault. You have no control over things like this. She's a little fighter and absolutely gorgeous
Morgan dont dwell too much on dreams. I have wacky ones. I dreamt I was lighting fireworks and one hit my sisters rabbit and she was on fire but I couldnt get to her. I woke up so upset. Why do we dream weird things?

Sorry if I've missed anyone. I am sooooo tired. Just about to tuck in to a full Sunday roast. Yum . Hope you all had a lovely weekend.

 

[Cowgirl07]

Bb hugs, I wrote more in your journal but I would see someone else.
Nikki whew
Morgan hugs it perfectly normal to feel that way under your circumstances.
Afm I just got up from a lazy nap on a Sunday afternoon chore time now.

 

[RobertRedford]

Hugs Morgan, keep her in there for as long as possible. All will go well

Just called my doc to schedule prenatal appts and they have me coming in tomorrow at 830am. B/c of my heart condition they are treating me as high risk. Not thrilled about the extra scans/ exposure but also excited that I get to be seen so early. I know the scan tomorrow will not show anything though.

 

[brunettebimbo]

I'm stepping out from the thread for a bit girls. I can't handle all the pregnancy talk right now. I will pop in now and again when I can.
I have a journal (link in my signature) if anyone wants to keep up with me.
I will be back but right now I need to heal. 3 times is far too much. I'm crushed beyond belief.