TTC and Beyond!

[frsttimemama]

Katrina, I am so sorry that you have to go through all of this. It isn't fair. You didn't do anything to "deserve" this. You DON'T "deserve" this. Nobody does. You guys WILL get your baby, I am sure of it. It will happen. Some people just need a little help! And I pray that it happens soon for you guys. Your hubby loves you, and he didn't marry you based on your ability to get pregnant or not. I know how it feels to feel broken and like you are letting him down. I have been there so many times. You aren't doing anything wrong. It will happen. Somehow, some way. I am sure of it. Hugs!

 

[Lotalaughs16]

Katrina, I agree with the other ladies...it will happen one way or anther. Its so hard not to blame ourselves or wonder what we did for these things to happen to us....you are doing everything right!! I'm praying for you all the time, I wish there was more we could do

 

[Disneybaby26]

So sorry Katrina, if you knew how often I think of you and your struggles, you might think I was creepy...seriously though, you're not doing anything wrong, please don't lose hope. I've told you before and ill say it again, you've always seemed like you would make such a great mommy. I just know one day you guys will be blessed with a little one.

 

[clynn11]

Katrina, I'm so sorry. TTC is such an emotional roller coaster. I am sending you so much love and support. I can't wait for the day we are celebrating your bfp with you. It'll be a long time coming but so worth it in the end. I know it's gonna happen.

Kara - omg lady! Congrats! Eeek I'm very excited for you, screw what any negative Nancys may say. It's your life not theirs.

 

[Cowgirl07]

Thanks ladies! I love the support and don't mean to be such a negative Nancy. I'll be better soon.
Kara how are you feeling? I have so many announcement ideas for you. I wouldn't think your creepy. You girls are so supportive, compared to my irl friends who never ask. Just avoid it.

 

[goldstns]

Alia's butt crack is very red with white dots! We looked it up and think its yeast infection. Calling doc tomorrow.

 

[clynn11]

Oh no poor Alia! Hope it clears up soon!!!

 

[Disneybaby26]

Oh boo Nikki-poor Alia!! My cousins baby girl just had one as well! Easy fix with anyibiotic-may want to use just water/soft cotton instead of wipes for a bit.

I'm feeling great-no symptoms at all actually, in combination with the lighter line...who knows. Googling up a storm of course...hoping for mid30s for the beta tomorrow.

 

[Cowgirl07]

Fx for great numbers tomorrow.

 

[brunettebimbo]

So sorry Katrina. You certainly don't deserve this

 

[Ingodshand]

Big hugs Katrina! You did nothing to deserve this and you don't. It will just make your miracle that much better!!

Kara- congrats mama!!! How exciting!!!

 

[frsttimemama]

Kara, I'm sure that everything is fine. My 10 dpo was a squinter, and 11 dpo was just a little darker. I also didn't have tons of symptoms. Are you testing again besides betas?

Afm, another sucky night of sleep. Yay. On the bright side -- 4 weeks from today, I'm going to be holding a beautiful baby boy. I. Cannot. Wait. I also have no clue where to put 4 more weeks of baby! Lol

 

[goldstns]

Well Alia's butt looks a tiny bit better. Last night it was VERY red and had white dots. Today it is just VERY red. I am still calling doc to see what I should put on it. Last night she was squeezing her butt cheeks (kinda cute!) when I was trying to look/wipe. Today she was more relaxed.

Update on calling the "state" about the daycare: When we picked up Alia yesterday the 3 ladies from the "state" where there. I am sure I don't know about everything that is going on, but our FAVORITE teacher was told her job is being appealed because the "state" said she should have said/did something. That is NOT what we wanted! If anything it is the responsibility of the director to assure the numbers aren't being excited because she does the enrollment. And at that, our daycare teacher told the director on Monday that she was going to walk out if the director kept putting too many kids in her class. So with that said, our teacher DID say something. Hopefully the director is honest takes ALL the blame.

oh side note... my big girl is wearing a 9-12 month old outfit! I can't handle this! S-L-O-W down!

 

[Cowgirl07]

Glad her butt is better. I hope the state gets to the bottom of the problems.
I'll be making a new journal this week sometime, so if you girls want to follow me there that's fine. Since I won't be actively ttc I might not stop in here as often. Any name suggestions would be appreciated for the journal

 

[CantHrdlyWait]

Kara - Congrats!! I can't imagine being pregnant again that soon, but it'll put them close in age, which is nice!! Who cares what anyone else says! I almost feel like I should try sooner than later so that I can get it over and done with and focus on getting my body back! Only problem is that we really can't afford another one in daycare.

Katrina- So sorry about AF again.. I know that has to be tough.

 

[Kiamaria83]

Katrina you haven't done anything wrong at all lady. Your time will come. I came off the pill around 2007 and it took me until 2011 to conceive. Clomid did the trick for me so you have that option to try. We're all here for you and know how you feel.

Kara wow, awesome news, it will be so nice to have them so close in age, how many babas do you guys want? I feel a little sad to know I won't get the excitement of seeing those 2 pretty pink lines again.
Sandy, im with you, the lack of sleep is really taking it's toll, my ribs all feel broken and I can hardly handle work anymore, only 3 weeks left at work. Not long till the babies are here 😀
Awe poor alia , hope she feels better soon

 

[frsttimemama]

Collette, 3 weeks for me too. I'm so ready! Lol.

 

[Kiamaria83]

How long are you having off on maternity sandy? It will be so nice not to be at work, I can't wait

 

[frsttimemama]

6-12 weeks. Just depends how things are going. I'd love all 12, but we will see.

 

[goldstns]

Katrina - totally understandable, but u'll b very missed. Plz stop in when u can. I'll pray for you bfp!!

doc thinks alia's butt it bacterial... So she swabbed her butt to send in to b cultured. However, we were recommended to do a baking soda bath and use ointment with zinc.