Hi ladies
Right, this is a bit daft I know but I'm feeling a bit down right now.
This is our first month TTC and I'm en route to AF. I am a bit upset about this as I was having some very weird symptoms (sore breasts 1 DPO, strange abdominal cramps on one side 2-7 DPO, heaps of bloating around the same time, and just feeling generally weird, although I realise it could have been all in my head!?).
So now I'm pretty sure I'm a BFN, and although I know it's completely silly to expect something to happen the first month at (just) 36, but I can't help feeling disappointed, and all those thoughts of maybe there is something wrong etc etc, that I'm going a bit nuts.
This will seem absurd to those who have been TTC for a long time, and I realise that and am not trying to be insensitive. But it has just taken us such a long time to come to this decision, and I am so very impatient (and such a control freak) that I feel really rubbish right now.
Any words of encouragement much appreciated!
Elodie
xx
Right, this is a bit daft I know but I'm feeling a bit down right now.
This is our first month TTC and I'm en route to AF. I am a bit upset about this as I was having some very weird symptoms (sore breasts 1 DPO, strange abdominal cramps on one side 2-7 DPO, heaps of bloating around the same time, and just feeling generally weird, although I realise it could have been all in my head!?).
So now I'm pretty sure I'm a BFN, and although I know it's completely silly to expect something to happen the first month at (just) 36, but I can't help feeling disappointed, and all those thoughts of maybe there is something wrong etc etc, that I'm going a bit nuts.
This will seem absurd to those who have been TTC for a long time, and I realise that and am not trying to be insensitive. But it has just taken us such a long time to come to this decision, and I am so very impatient (and such a control freak) that I feel really rubbish right now.
Any words of encouragement much appreciated!
Elodie
xx