TTC Rainbow Baby, confused and looking for buddies!!!

[Zenamygirl]

Alright so this is quite lengthy and a bit of a TMI but I figured I would post anyways to get some advice, personal experiences, or anything that can help.

In March I was 6 weeks when I unfortunately had a MC. That was my first pregnancy and it was a devastating blow to both myself and my fiancé.

Fast forward to this past month, I am very confused.

Start of my last AF was 5/13. Completely normal for me. I started testing with OPK around CD 10 and did not get a positive until CD 21-22, 6/3-6/4. Thought I was out for the month when I started to get what I thought was the start of AF on 6/18 at 14DPO. That would make it a 35 day cycle. But AF never truly came. I had a very light period, 3 days of brownish/reddish spotting with lots of CM. Took a hpt because I thought I was for sure preggo but got a BFN.

It only gets weirder from here, on CD 5 I got a positive OPK!!! But a stark white negative hpt (Wondfo internet cheapies)

I've been having hot flashes, waves of nausea, diarrhea (tmi I'm sorry), and twinges of pain in my breasts.

Has anyone had similar experiences? My first pregnancy I did not find out I was pregnant until I was 5 weeks because I had a weird, short "AF" so I assumed I wasn't preggo and therefore wasn't testing. This might seem dumb but I'm driving myself crazy! I just want some sort of answer so I can keep on trying if I'm not

 

[zoe2010]

I wish I had some advice for you but if you're having symptoms but BFNs I have no clue what that could be. Maybe a call to your doctor would be a good idea. I also had a miscarriage this month at 6 weeks and it was my first pregnancy as well so I know what you're going through it's tough! Especially when it's your first. I was devastated. And I feel like my cycle is all messed up right now. I'm still having preggo symptoms and it says been over 2 weeks since I miscarried.

 

[Wobbles]

Did you keep track of your AF after your MC mine were regular and took a couple of months sometimes to settle again.

x

 

[Sasha92]

I don't have an advice but I misscarried my first eairly this month and would love a buddy xx