Tthf

[honeybee28]

anna did you test again yet?

been out for lunch with the in laws today, soooooooo yummy, and only had lime and soda. starting to wonder why i bother when dh drinks so much beer though. his SA is a week tomorrow, i really hope it's ok.

julia how are you? taken dd to kindergarten yet?

 

[tryforbaby2]

His Sa will be perfect!!! Cant wait to hear that the swimmers are awesome!!!

I did take her to kindergarten today and I held back streams of tears. She was excited and ready to go! She is a big girl now! I have to pick her up in just a few hours. Short day today so they get used to school.

I am alittle excited to be able to have some time during each day to do somethings without distractions, and I may even do some things for myself!

 

[Annamumof2]

anna did you test again yet?

been out for lunch with the in laws today, soooooooo yummy, and only had lime and soda. starting to wonder why i bother when dh drinks so much beer though. his SA is a week tomorrow, i really hope it's ok.

julia how are you? taken dd to kindergarten yet?

yeah i did with the same test as i took friday and negative this time

 

[honeybee28]

awww tryfor, she's all grown up now!! Must be nice to have a little bit of free time in the day - what will you do? Will you start going back to the gym?

aww anna, im sorry.

 

[tryforbaby2]

Not going back to the gym yet as I am hoping to be pregnant right now! LOL If I get my period in a week and a half, I will go tanning and start the gym routine again for a bit! How is your holiday today?

 

[honeybee28]

its good thanks, too much study and ironing for my liking though!!

hope everyone's having a good day. im off to make my bed and lie in it haha.xxxx

 

[bbdreams]

Hey girls!

Sorry Anna. How are you doing?

Julia- hope you caught that egg and you don't have to wait another month.

Today was a hard day for me... I woke up to a low temp this morning and then went to work to find out a tenth person is now pregnant in the building... that is a total of 15 people in my life that are pregnant right now.... WOW is all I have to say.... I almost walked out of the office crying today listening to all the chatter about pregnancy... I guess I just have to get over it and deal with it, but I don't know how... DH and I looked @ some adoption web sites last night... we are weighing our options...everything is soooo expensive.

 

[tryforbaby2]

bbdreams, how long have you been ttc?....We also look in adoption or foster care that turns into adoption for the sake of underloved and underpriveledged children. I hope all of us girls catch the egg because seriously it is too stressful to take anymore. I started 'active ttc last summer after using the pull out method for 4 years. After getting pregnant in the 9th cycle and then losing it, it is devastating and disturbing. How come other people get pregnant and keep it while there are us women right here who are beautiful and wonderful and all we want is family. I am very fortunate to at least have a child. For you women who dont have one yet I pray for you the most. You will all get your wish and recieve a special, perfect little angel.

Sorry to sound all sappy and weird but I had a few glasses of wine and some long island ice teas and I am feeling very emotional. This week i wouldve been 20 weeks. I just want to cry but I know that I should count my blessings.

bbdreams, vent all you want about anything. someone is always here to listen. I couldnt be around so many pregnant women or newborns for the life of me. Do you think if they knew you were trying they would be more compassionate??...

 

[honeybee28]

ahhhhhh. I normally try to count my blessings too...... but it's just so unf*cking fair isnt it. im lucky, all the preggo women from my work are on maternity leave now so i dont have to listen to them all day. but it was a struggle for 6 months, it was really hard.

bbdreams are you in the UK?

We would consider adopting, but i think IVF would be more likely, i think if you wait long enough you get a round of it free on the NHS here.

urgh back to work today - yuck!!!

 

[Annamumof2]

well i guess i'm not pregnant

Started bleeding heavy today, and now im getting funny cramps, ive either had a MC or it was a false posative, oh well

i'm bleeding heavy still but no cramps

 

[tryforbaby2]

ahhhhhh. I normally try to count my blessings too...... but it's just so unf*cking fair isnt it. im lucky, all the preggo women from my work are on maternity leave now so i dont have to listen to them all day. but it was a struggle for 6 months, it was really hard.

bbdreams are you in the UK?

We would consider adopting, but i think IVF would be more likely, i think if you wait long enough you get a round of it free on the NHS here.

urgh back to work today - yuck!!!

Uck! Back to work! It is entirely unfair!!!
That neat thought that after a while you get a round of ivf for free! It is very expensive over here! I'd do it though. The money does not matter to me!

well i guess i'm not pregnant

Started bleeding heavy today, and now im getting funny cramps, ive either had a MC or it was a false posative, oh well

i'm bleeding heavy still but no cramps

Do you think it was a chemical?...

 

[Annamumof2]

ahhhhhh. I normally try to count my blessings too...... but it's just so unf*cking fair isnt it. im lucky, all the preggo women from my work are on maternity leave now so i dont have to listen to them all day. but it was a struggle for 6 months, it was really hard.

bbdreams are you in the UK?

We would consider adopting, but i think IVF would be more likely, i think if you wait long enough you get a round of it free on the NHS here.

urgh back to work today - yuck!!!

Uck! Back to work! It is entirely unfair!!!
That neat thought that after a while you get a round of ivf for free! It is very expensive over here! I'd do it though. The money does not matter to me!

well i guess i'm not pregnant

Started bleeding heavy today, and now im getting funny cramps, ive either had a MC or it was a false posative, oh well

i'm bleeding heavy still but no cramps

Do you think it was a chemical?...

i'm guessing it was but i dunno what they mean, or it could be something else but i dont know what either

 

[Dee7509]

I'm sorry Anna

 

[tryforbaby2]

I think a chemical is where the egg tries to implant but doesnt all the way, or the egg is empty or something along those lines. Again

 

[Annamumof2]

I think a chemical is where the egg tries to implant but doesnt all the way, or the egg is empty or something along those lines. Again

thanks anyway hun, just wish i can stop bleeding so heavy now

 

[honeybee28]

sorry anna are you ok? is andy ok?

yeah julia i agree, i'd sell everything i own to do IVF if needs be - its just such a shame it isnt guaranteed isnt it! People shell out thousands and thousands on it, and still walk away empty handed.

everyone having a good day? so glad work's over for the day. bit of study then bath and an early night for me im so sleepy. do any of you guys watch Bulging Brides? Its a bit silly, the show always follows the same format but i love watching these girls diet/work their butts off to get into their wedding dress!!

 

[Annamumof2]

sorry anna are you ok? is andy ok?

yeah julia i agree, i'd sell everything i own to do IVF if needs be - its just such a shame it isnt guaranteed isnt it! People shell out thousands and thousands on it, and still walk away empty handed.

everyone having a good day? so glad work's over for the day. bit of study then bath and an early night for me im so sleepy. do any of you guys watch Bulging Brides? Its a bit silly, the show always follows the same format but i love watching these girls diet/work their butts off to get into their wedding dress!!

hes fine this dont seem to affect him, we dont know what this is weather its a MC or what, but he seems to carry on with his life, i just feel sick and tired still..

 

[CelticNiamh]

Anna so sorry, it does sound like a chemical but I know you rather it had not happened like this but shows your body is nearly back on track most people get a BFP fairly soon after a chemical so good luck! just on a off chance may be get your pogeresterone levels checked they might be low, if thats the case a cream could sort that out for you. do another test in a few day just to be sure and take care.

OOH girls huge huge hugs to you all, I feel your pain

Julia I have to 100% agree with you, I to pray for the girls TCC number 1 as well as the rest of the lovely ladies TCC. so need you all with me.
Julia always loved and never forgotten, your angel will be right there beside you watching and waiting to make sure your hearts desire comes true.

 

[bbdreams]

bbdreams, how long have you been ttc?....We also look in adoption or foster care that turns into adoption for the sake of underloved and underpriveledged children. I hope all of us girls catch the egg because seriously it is too stressful to take anymore. I started 'active ttc last summer after using the pull out method for 4 years. After getting pregnant in the 9th cycle and then losing it, it is devastating and disturbing. How come other people get pregnant and keep it while there are us women right here who are beautiful and wonderful and all we want is family. I am very fortunate to at least have a child. For you women who dont have one yet I pray for you the most. You will all get your wish and recieve a special, perfect little angel.

Sorry to sound all sappy and weird but I had a few glasses of wine and some long island ice teas and I am feeling very emotional. This week i wouldve been 20 weeks. I just want to cry but I know that I should count my blessings.

bbdreams, vent all you want about anything. someone is always here to listen. I couldnt be around so many pregnant women or newborns for the life of me. Do you think if they knew you were trying they would be more compassionate??...

Julia, we have been trying to conceive 20 months... one year ntnp and 8 months trying really hard. I agree it is soooo stressful! Most of those women know I am trying... today we had a diaper shower for one of them and two of the other pg women sat beside me and just went on and on about being pregnant and how they were going to start trying for another one soon after they deliver...

ahhhhhh. I normally try to count my blessings too...... but it's just so unf*cking fair isnt it. im lucky, all the preggo women from my work are on maternity leave now so i dont have to listen to them all day. but it was a struggle for 6 months, it was really hard.

bbdreams are you in the UK?

We would consider adopting, but i think IVF would be more likely, i think if you wait long enough you get a round of it free on the NHS here.

urgh back to work today - yuck!!!

No, I am in the US.

well i guess i'm not pregnant

Started bleeding heavy today, and now im getting funny cramps, ive either had a MC or it was a false posative, oh well

i'm bleeding heavy still but no cramps

So sorry Anna.

Well, today was awful having to attend a diaper shower with lots of pregnant women. I came home and called the dr's office and wrote dh's SA analysis results down this time and here they are if anyone knows anything about these:

count: 94 million (normal)
Volume: 3.0 (normal)
viscosity: 3.0 (normal)
morphology: 9% (not normal)
motility: 34% (not normal)

and as to whether they are normal or not I am just going by what the urologist said... I think that the morphology is pretty terrible.... I so heartbroken looking at it on the screen....

 

[Annamumof2]

Anna so sorry, it does sound like a chemical but I know you rather it had not happened like this but shows your body is nearly back on track most people get a BFP fairly soon after a chemical so good luck! just on a off chance may be get your pogeresterone levels checked they might be low, if thats the case a cream could sort that out for you. do another test in a few day just to be sure and take care.

OOH girls huge huge hugs to you all, I feel your pain

Julia I have to 100% agree with you, I to pray for the girls TCC number 1 as well as the rest of the lovely ladies TCC. so need you all with me.
Julia always loved and never forgotten, your angel will be right there beside you watching and waiting to make sure your hearts desire comes true.

i'm bleeding too heavy to be pregnant so i must of had a chemical or misscarried i dunno which to say really