Waiting for +OPK

[Naaxi]

Yeah, I saw it a few years ago, it's pretty funny Outta curiosity, have you ever seen the musical Hair? If so, this next bit will make sense, if not then disregard and rent it asap! LOL. I always picture Berger's face (post haircut) when I think of my soldier spermies LOL.

I go through unexplained neediness phases. It's annoying lol. Hopefully your DH doesn't mind and returns the lovin' lol! I usually forewarn Derek when I am needy. Or moody... That way it's not like "Surprise!! I'm tearing off your head." I feel like swimming tonight, but there's a blizzard outside. Sigh.

At least the way I sit at my friend's house is draped over their chair with my legs up anyways, so the kids won't be quizzical, cause they're not all little lol. 17, 13 and 6.
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[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Isn't he just a Treat? Hahaha. Yup, that's him. He's gorgeous in that movie, but you have to watch it for him to REALLY warm on yah. Mmm

And I am right there with yah on needing Der to be a psychic most of the time, but occasionally I realize I am being unreasonable (Gasp!) and let him know what's up. But that usually happens after I have a meltdown LOL. Oh hormones, you are a cruel curse...

And eurgh, you can take it. Was out there shovelling for 2 hours. Not fun at ALL.

But LOL I thought this was so cute, my donor texts me "One more sleep!" lol. It's so nice that he's excited too, I am so lucky to have such amazing friends. We might give baby his name as a middle name. Maybe. Especially if it's a boy. It will just be hard giving up Mona Cheri for Billie, and I still want 2 middle names regardless, Derek likes Billie Jean, which does sound nice... but gets rid of the meaning in the other... Maybe we could have Billie Mona or Billie Judy or Mona Billie. Boy's middle name is pretty much set at William Albert. Or we could totally have Billy Al! LOL it's cute. I've gotta stop, I could go on forever!

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I ADORE Look Who's Talking, but my alltime favourite is Look Who's Talking Too, which has Mikey and baby Julie The dynamics between the kids is awesome. And it has the swimming spermies too.

That's another thing, he wants to be anonymous, but for one thing he's a good friend and another is William is a common name so I don't think anyone would automatically pinpoint him. Either way, we'll ask after we're pregnant and probably after the gender scan. Are you gunna find out?

I have had name books since I was like 6 lol! I love baby name books... I have two main ones right now but they only have a few names. But we're pretty set, lol. Asked Derek if he liked Mira, as in miracle and he scrunched his nose lol! Guess that's a no.

Back to Origami today haha! Excited for after work

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I also love Isabella, but because of the Twilight series, everyone seems to be naming their child that. And Edward, but Derek's Ex's new hubby is Eddy and Derek HATES him. He does sound like an ass, lol. But yes. I have a rediculous amount of girls names picked out.

SO last night was a gong show, it was hilarious! It was the donor's son's 17th bday of Friday so he had a bunch of friends over yesterday which included the girls from next door so their mother came over to visit as well. We ended up watching Monty Python and the neighbour WOULDN'T leave! LOL. So his wife went for a shower and he went shortly after then came back and told me his wife wanted to see me. He had left the sample in the bathroom LOL. Now, they don't really dtd very often, so he's kinda using it as an excuse and they wound up giving me a second dose before I went hime LOL. But it was sooo funny laying on their bathroom floor trying to insert and not laugh and squeeze it all out!

I am not sure about which side I ov'd last time, and they didn't lean it any which way but my whole uterus was crampy really bad for a few days, not just one side. I sure hope it's a good sign for you, though!

Eurgh I am sooo needy today. Donor's wife is having an Epicure party today so gunna go to that and donor asked last night if I want more today lol. I said the more the merrier, but up to him LOL!

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

It made me less nervous that everything was going on, I think. Too much to distract me from negative thoughts, obly positive thoughts from here on in! I am still doing OPKs, still neg and I am down to just digis and regretting my decision cause they don't get darker... Just an O or a happy face. But I suppose there's less guess work. Either way, I think I'll ov either tomorrow or the 11th.

I am already sick of waiting... And I haven't even gotten started! LOL. Ah well. Soon. Positive. Do you symptom spot? Have you felt any different?

Baby showers always make me so sad when I go home. While I am there I'm fine but the moment I get home I feel crap and just wanna sulk around lol. Hopefully the next one I go to I'll be knocked up at least and won't be so sad about it. Have you ever heard of Epicure?

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Woo! Got another donation lol. The donor is totally using this to his advantage, it's amusing. But I am more than alright with it!

You are right about the Epicure having to do with gourmet food, it's mainly spices and sauces and dips, it's awesome. Spent a hundred dollars I don't have. Oops! I am badddd for that.

I symptom spot by accident all the time lol. I don't mean to, I just do it. But BABY doesn't cause symptoms until 6dpo+, after implantation, but hormones readying for baby's implantation start as soon as sperm meets egg. I have friends who swear they knew day 1, but my mum had no clue with all of her pregnancies. I bet I'll be like that. Did you know with your son?

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I so so SO hope this works. Still neg on the OPKs, but I feel it will be real soon. I am tellin' yah, waiting for the +OPK is killing me again haha!

You should try the dips and sauces and spices they have... They're good for you, WAY less sodium (in fact, they have a line called Sansels which means without salt) which is awesome.

I have a bunch of friends who ask me throughout the tww how I'm feeling and if I feel pregnant and all that, so it's hard not to look. My closest friends swear I will "just know" and that people they know who didn't feel or know anything were idiots and not in tune with their body at all... Puts a lot of pressure on me LOL.

How are your moods? I am moody lately... But more towards clingy than angry lol. Ov must be here soon!

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Salt's bad for the heart too... But I also adore salt, but adding my own to taste is WAY less than a company adding it lol!

The inseminations have officially ruined my sex life can't wait to be done with them so OH will actually take an interest. He refuses to touch me even after I shower and such before bed... Sigh. Wish it wasn't so complicated. Stupid vasectomies should never have been invented... But then he'd have more kids with his ex. Shudder. Ah well... It'll be over soon and we can go back to normal hopefully.

Heading off to spend the day with my baby sister That'll cheer me up.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Just while getting donations, yes. And I know I am lucky and should count my blessings, I just miss the intimacy and am craving it. Ah well. I'll just steal snuggles until then muahaha.

And I can't really chat normally with my baby sister, as she is in fact a baby LOL! She's two, and the absolute light of my life. Her and my nephew (who is three) convinced me that I was ready. They are so amazing, they have a way of cheering me up for sure.

Are you working today?

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Eurgh buying digital OPKs was a stupid idea. I didn't take in to consideration not being able to see the line getting darker and I seem to have counted on that in the past to know when I ov... Right now it's like I'm blind. So I am going to good ol' Walmart with gift certificates I got for Christmas and getting the non digis. I have learned my lesson lol.

Willow is getting so smart. Man does she ever warm my heart. She faked a cough to try and get the good tasting advil as opposed to her vitamins LOL. What a funny little girl.

Working from home would be dangerous for me, I already spend so much time on here at work, but at least when it's busy I can put it down, if I worked from home I don't think I could moderate it as well LOL.

 

[hollyw79]

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