Waiting for +OPK

[Naaxi]

As previously stated, I don't have a credit card, so buying things online doesn't work for me. Maybe I should get a giftcard Visa as I only test once a day and fear I might have missed ov because of the damn digital tests. I will continue testing once a day and see if the lines get darker, if not then I am done and hopefully have inseminated enough. Got more yesterday lol It's always the donor who comes up with the plan to meet, it's awesome I love his support

Awww, that's adorable about your son reading, I would have been hard pressed not laughing. I have troubles keeping a straight face when my sis is defiant as she gets this adorable look on her face... Often have to look away and smile.

I hope we caught it even if I don't get a +OPK. But what sucks is I won't know what DPO I am, just CD (16 today). I'll test a few more days but yes, I feel I have already gone. And I am on new cruel meds that kill my stomach so wouldn't notice a cramp or anything. Awesome being blind... Lol.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I've gotten a + at CD17 before, but the lines would be getting darker. I am dying not knowing lol. Guess I will test CD30 if AF doesn't show cause my normal cycle is 30 days. I dunno.

I have three weeks of these damn meds but it's my only option cause I made sure it wad the TTC friendly option. This one is the only one. I am SO using all of this as a guilt trip when my kid's older LOL.

How are you doing? I bet you did ov that night, so you're probably 7dpo That's exciting

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I feel like something's going on in my uterus, but like I said my pills might be throwing me for a loop. Just had to take another one. They make me almost high, it's bizarre.

Oh yes, the youngin' will know how much hastle this has all been and how I was protecting them even before hey were conceived, making sure what went in to my body was okay if they happened to show up LOL. I wanted to punch the pharmacist in the face. I double checked they got the one I could have if I was pregnant or trying to get pregnant, and she was like yeah that's the one, but you also have to think, what're the chances that you'll get pregnant this month. I was SO mad at her for being so negative!

That makes sense about being off clomid making you wetter. What days are you debating on testing? I say wait as long as you can, but hat's just me and my fear of the dreaded BFN.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I got a positive OPK this morning! (And then used the digital so it could smile at me, LOL!) So going to the donor's house tonight and probably tomorrow night as well I am thrilled that I didn't miss it!

I have begun to have an intolerance to people, working with them day after day. They're rude, ignorant and demanding... I hope I can teach my child better manners than the people who I deal with daily. But painters often have sniffed one too many chemicals so usually I brush it off. I'm just having a bad day today, mixed with a good morning and probably a good night. Stupid work ruining my good mood from the + OPK... Phht.

Yeah, I'm not gunna test early this time (I say now). I want to know but I dont want to see a negative after all this work we've done to catch ov LOL.

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Aww it would be great for us both to get that BFP! We'd only be a week apart that way, give or take. BFP! BFP! BFP!

On my way to the donor's house but bussing in this freezing weather is crazy. And I have to walk a while too. Oh well it will allllll be worth it to see that BFP. I told my friend bout OPKs and showed her the smiley face, she thought I was preggo already. I WISH!

Like I said, I SAY I won't test early, but my will power is terrible LOL. I usually test around 12 DPO, but going to try and wait until 14 DPO this time. If only I had could write to a stork and have my bundle delivered right to me... I also wonder how long my donor will be willing to do this... I hope I don't need him again, but if I do... It's nice that they're really good friends, though.

How long do you think you will wait before tellingn your son? Have you thought of cute way to tell Brock?

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

I have a good feeling about this month. We DEFINITELY did all we could. My donor's so amazing, though. I told him it was up to him if I would come over or not today, and he was like "I'm not doing anything tomorrow, you let me know." So of course I'm going over one last time tonight.

My boss is being a jerk today. And the kids' mom told them to stay home because it's "too cold out". They're 14 and 16 for crying out loud! And we live in a place known for cold weather! She makes me so mad.

Derek wants to wait until doctors confirm it before telling anyone including the kids, but I have a cute way to tell my dad who lives far away: get him to "help me edit" one of my photos, and it'll be of my holding the first sonogram up to my tummy

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

There is no way to thank him for everything he's done for me, he's amazing. Like how do you thank someone for giving you a child? Normally you just love them as your partner, but he's not my partner. And if I could, I'd like to think up a neat way of saying thanks and that it worked, if it does

But I have NO clue how to tell Derek. Was thinking of writing on my tummy with non toxic markers "Fragile, baby in the making" or something similar. Maybe. I want something cute but I might just blurt it out!

That's so stupid about your work doing that to you, is that even allowed??? We are supposed to get bonusses here for selling the expensive paint sprayers, but our manager never told us about it so he must take it, which is rediculous. Can I just win the lottery so I don't have to deal with others??? LOL

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Today's my Saturday, it was great. Went to a bridal expo, I am so excited now, LOL! But I am glad you had a good time at Disney World, that must have been a good relief to get your mind off things for a while

I haven't even thought of that, I should tell that to him when we are successful. I'm sure that'll make him feel fabulous.

My hopes are already up, and it's only 2dpo. Maybe I'll be more pessimistic later, but I am keeping myself as busy as possible. But we deserve to be optimistic! I am testing the 28th, sounds like a zillion years away.

I have heard of citibank, but just through commercials we have here, I'm sorry they're evil dictators who steal from you. Outta curiosity, what kinda tv do you watch?

 

[hollyw79]

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[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Omgosh!!!!! Did you take another test??! I am so ecstatic for you! Woo!! BFP!! Congrats, and I hope it sticks! That's amazingly exciting, how do you feel? Did you tell Brock??

Now all the other news seems boring, lol! I now have a vision for my wedding, thanks to a convo with a really cool photographer. But because I have a tight budget and because I need a wedding plannner for this vision to work, we'll see lol.

I actually don't watch tv very often either. I enjoy house but haven't watched it in forever and hells kitchen and bachelor amuse, but i haven't watched them in a while either. I watch the Big Bang Theory and Raising Hope, as well as Weeds but I tape them and watch them whenever, lol!

Sigh! I sure hope that I follow your footsteps, I've been tired and crampy toooooo but I get that lots lol. It would just be really great. SO! Now you hafta figure out when and how to tell everyone!

 

[hollyw79]

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[Naaxi]

Well that's awesome, sounds like you finally have your BFP! I wish you a happy and healthy pregnancy... And lotsa pics on fbook when you start showing! Lol! My long distance friend of 7 years just texted me "do you know what two lines means?" Lol. So she's knocked up too. FX'd I'm next! Come ON 28th of Jan! LOL. Sorry you didn't get a chance to tell him in a cute way, but how's Brock feeling?

DH isn't very much involved at all. He thinks that a wedding planner is a stupid idea as well, so he expects me to do this all by myself, I guess. Pout. At least he doesn't mind paying lots for a good photographer, and I am sure that I have found mine. She's the one who helped me come up with my vision, lol! But I will work on him yet, and we'll meet up with the planner and at least have a consult and see how much he'd cost.

I don't really have a single favourite movie, I like so many, lol! I have been watching Knocked Up and the Backup Plan (I think that's what it's called? With J. Lo?) and Baby Mama... Y'know... All the baby ones lately LOL. It drives Der NUTS. He isn't as excited about the whole thing as I am... He is thinking too much about cost. Ah well, he can kiss my fanny