Waiting for our BFPs! Please hurry :-D

[hilslo]

Cath - I'm so sorry lovely. Massive hugs to you and your df.
This year is awful.
I remember LL saying that on NYE she was going to have a glass of champagne in one hand and stick 2 fingers up to 2013 with the other. I think we'll all be doing that. I can't wait for 2013 to be over. 2014 will be better. It has to be!

 

[cathgibbs]

Most def hun! Instead of a glass ill have the whole bottle! Well im hoping 2015 will be my year hun....sept we get married so ill come off the pill then and hopefully have a honeymoon bfp which won't turn into a mc! Xxxxxx heres hoping for us all xxxxxxxxxx

 

[Nina83]

Oh no Cath, what happened? ((hugs))

Someone seriously needs to get the good wheel of fortune moving around here. We've all been through enough already.
I am so sticking up my middle finger to mother nature and 2013 this year. While I was driving to work this morning I suddenly thought how crappy it even sounds "2013" what a horrible sound and flow it's got. Geez, how didn't I see this year as a flop. What a crappy name. 2014 just looks and sounds better for some reason.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Cath I am so so sorry hun.

Totally agree this is the worst year ever! So many things have happened to me and to people I know. I realise that so many people are dealing with bad stuff but we just don't tell each other. A mother from dancing had to take her child out of my show coz she has been diagnosed with leukemia. This year has thrown out some bad stuff for us all. I HATE 2013! We will all enter 2014 together and stick together until we all have babies in our arms! It might take us long than most but we must not give up or give in! No matter how we get there, we will all get there eventually! Keeping the faith. 2014 will be amazing!

Xxx

 

[cathgibbs]

Its been terrible. My grandfather died jan 22nd anf thats when are 12 week scan would have been but im looking at the positive of things now. I have 2 interviews linrd up in jan for the police and my local council and we are going to a log cabin in January with a hot tub so can use that now....although id much rather a baby xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

No kidding! This year has super sucked!!! SOOOOOO ready for it to be over!

Cath: Huge to you. 2015 is your year! Time to plan a wedding... unless that comes about this next month. Fingers crossed for everything to happen as it should.

Yes, this is the week he goes back to work! I am soooo ready for that. Just got news that they gave him tomorrow off! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Well, Tuesday it is!

 

[ladyluck84]

Mrs B make sure u give yourself time to recover I too have been thinking about u

Cath...back trying? What's happened?

 

[ladyluck84]

I agree crappy crappy year! Let's delete it

 

[cathgibbs]

Had another mc hun. Digi said not pregnant this am.

Ohhhh Happily haha boo to him staying home another day baha xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

Oh cath I'm so sorry! 2014 is gonna be the year for us

 

[cathgibbs]

For you lucky ladies it will be! I have everything x! We are going to stop ttc until after the wedding now xxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Cath im so sorry hun xxxx

My nanna died in an accident in Feb and she was 93, so had a long life but wish she could of gone peacefully from old age rather than an accident. I was pregnant at the time and that helped me through it. I thought my baby would of been the new life that helped everyone move on but obviously not. My dad died when my mum was pregnant with me and me being born helped everyone get through it, I thought I was going to do that too iukwim.

Happily typical that he got another day off lol. Enjoy your last day together and look fwd to peace tomorrow xxx

 

[cathgibbs]

oh hun thats so sad I know what you mean BUT your nan might still be here so isnt ready to be moved on in the terms of a new life yet..... i bet your next pregnancy will be your rainbow baby hun.....Awww thats sad about your dad too hun.......Life is so cruel on times isnt it?
xxxxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Life used to be a bed of roses but now its a load of crap isn't it!
Xxx

 

[cathgibbs]

hahaha most def hun! Just wish our bodies would wise up and deliver us some forever babies now!! God knows we have been through enough! xxxxxxxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Hows everyone doing with their Christmas shopping??

My friend came round this morning and after a chat im feeling more positive. Even found the energy to put my Christmas tree up! X

 

[cathgibbs]

I just gotta buy DFs bungee jump present and im all sorted :-D

Woohooo well done hun! my tree has been up for about 3 weeks lol only because I was bored with DF being away. have you sorted your xmas shopping?

feeling a bit more positive too. trying to think of the positives.....can go in the hot tub in the cabin in January, wont have to think of excuses over xmas etc and im less worried about the job situation now - although I would much rather a baby. got an apt with my consultant Jan 7th xxx

 

[Nina83]

It's good you're still going to your appointment Cath, you never know, you might just decide to do something different

Happily, You're so funny, I love DH to pieces, but sometimes he is just SO annoying and I can't wait for him to get out of the house! Poor guys, they're so helpless sometimes!

Hilslo- How are you doing? Did you O yet? Are you taking anything this cycle for a longer LP? The cycle I took primrose oil LP lasted longer, and this cycle with vitex it was ridonkulesly long as well. I'd give it a try!

Lady- what dpo are you now?!

I had a total shit fit on Friday, and DH finally understood that apparently I'm going through something. I told him I just want a cat because I need to take care of something. I know a cat is a kind of strange replacement for a human, but hey, I'm trying the best I can!
So he said we can go pick one out next weekend. I'd prefer the pound, they come with shots already, but for some reason those places freak him out. So I found a super cute kitty up for adoption in our city. I'm just worried- it's 2 months old, I'd be afraid to leave it at home alone, wouldn't it get scared? Or lonely?
Am I already turning into a crazy cat lady- even without the cat?!

So... 2014- Are we throwing a kick ass party over here with champagne?

 

[cathgibbs]

Oh no hun I had to ring them today to book an apt with him - he apparently discharged me last Tuesday even though he prescribed me progesterone on Thursday?!

Hahahhahaha I totally get what you mean!! I was so upset Sat over the mc that Dora came upstairs and came to bed with me and she has made me laugh all weekend! We got her at 6 weeks and had to leave her on her own but literally my house is FULL of cat toys so she was never ever bored and cats are Nocturnal and cause the cat will be a kitten she will be even more tired........ I would consider locking her out the kitchen (if its big enough) whilst your at work hun .....just to make sure your furniture is ok! Dora is still locked out the kitchen/bathroom with the bathroom window open even now and she is nearly 3! Ohhh have you got a pic of her you can upload onto here hun?? xxx

 

[Nina83]

I wouldn't be able to close the kitchen our kitchen is attached to the living room and it's them main part of the house. I'd just be worried she'd be lonely.
DH wanted a black and white one, so did I, but she's precious.

I remember my Moms cat had a calming effect. I felt he got me. I know all my problems won't magically be solved, but if it could help...