Ditto PPs. I only recently joined this site (I'd never heard of a WTT board before I found BnB), but I've been WTT since 2010 (and if I'm being honest, maybe a little longer...). H and I have been together since 2005, married since 2012. I've always been ready and waiting, and he's been the one putting things off. I've hated waiting... makes it worse that I'm a preschool teacher and see/take care of babies & toddlers all day.... but I'm also kind of glad we did because we've had so many years just the two of us and I've really enjoyed that time. I'm glad I'll never have to think about how it "could have been" if we'd waited longer. We're finally almost ready to try, and it is such a relief and so exciting. You're definitely right though: the last couple months are the hardest ones. I feel like it's because I know it's soooo soon, instead of years and years away. I actually have a date to look forward to that isn't ages ahead of today. I hope you can keep yourself occupied in the meantime. And let me know if you find a way to do so, because nothing I do seems to make the time pass quicker!