Hi Ladies,
I know I haven't been around much at all lately; I'm going to be taking a break from BnB for a while - It's looking like we won't be able to have our treatment as quickly as we would have liked, this bowel issue isn't going away quickly and I may have to wait as long as 3 months to see a GI specialist. My heart is breaking right now, we've wanted this for so long. Also my Gran is going into hospital next week to have her colon removed (she's had ulcerative colitis for 27 years), but because of her heart failure we don't know if she will survive the surgery - it's all just weighing heavily on me right now. I have loved being a part of this group and a part of the FB group but right now I can't focus on babies and other people getting pregnant - it hurts far too much. The truth is it may never happen for us. I'm sorry girls, and I love each and every one of you so much - please take care of yourselves and I hope you get the chance to have your dreams come true. Vicki xx