Well..it happened

[jinxii]

I lost my daughter at 18+6 on December 31st last year. And then I just went back on fertility meds assuming it would take a really long time again (first time took around a year). Two cycles later, the test is positive. Faintly positive, but definitely there. And I've taken a couple more tests throughout the day, not FMU, but still getting darker. I thought I had more time to get used to this. I'm happy.. I think. My husband is definitely happy. But I can't take another loss like that one. I've had losses before, but always early and this time I thought I was actually taking home a baby so it was absolutely crushing. I'm freaking out. I start doing my blood tests tonight and then followup ones next week.

 

[Starlight288]

Try to relax. I know easier said than done. This is a new pregnancy another chance. Try to embrace it and enjoy it. The chances of anything happening are slim. Hugs!!

 

[LoraLoo]

I think it's totally normal to feel that way hun. We've lost quite a few babies (Eve at 5 days, Alfie 18 weeks pregnant, eden 15 weeks pregnant and 3 early mc)
All you can do is take it a day at a time. Big hugs, I know it's terrifying x

 

[jinxii]

Wow.. I'm sorry Lora. You must be an incredibly strong woman to keep going with it. We've decided if I make it past 12 weeks again and it ends in loss, we're done. I have some medical issues that have probably contributed to the loss, but if doctors could give me a definitive answer as to what caused it at least I'd have something to watch for! But it was one day I was pregnant and fine, next morning my water broke and that was it. I am doing my best to relax and get plenty of rest but it's tough. As I'm sure you all know!

 

[Ally2015]

i dont have anything to say except I wish you all the best!!! hopefully this time round all will go well.