Thanks for the replies!
I am wanting a more natural birth this time. Last time I got an epidural at 7cm. My labor was really long, and I had back labor. They put me in bed on my back and I didn't know better to get up. I was unable to move once labor picked up so I just laid there and moaned until I was transitioning and I started cussing for the epi. I've got the ball to bring with me.
Did any of you all listen to music or get in a shower? What about back massages? Counter pressure? I didn't have any peaks to my contractions with my first labor. So there was no 'end' to get through the contraction. I really hope there is a peak and end to catch my breath this time.
If you think positively it helPs. Try to reduce negative language when you talk about birth, think surges and feelings rather contrations and pains.
I wouldn't say that the contractions themselves were painful they were the most incredibly intense feeling and physical experience and it really annoyed me that the MW in hospital kept asking if I had a pain! I was inno fit state to ask her to modify her language though.
If you expect pain you'll be tense. Tension leads to fear and then pain. Relax and ride the experience.