so so normal, still can't stop the worry, especially this week. Was reminded tonight by checking Facebook that tomorrow is a sad kind of anniversary for me.
Grateful for small good things to push away the worst, though. This week I met a new-to-me doctor at my OB office who did an ultrasound instead of a Doppler check for heartbeat. She did a quickie anatomy scan that I found so reassuring (especially directly after a 45 min online consult with genetic counselor telling me nothing i didn't already know). Now it's just fingers crossed for 2 weeks until the official fancy anatomy scan. I've been eating ice cream lately, so theres that on the positive side too.
Thinking of you mamas while I can't sleep tonight
Grateful for small good things to push away the worst, though. This week I met a new-to-me doctor at my OB office who did an ultrasound instead of a Doppler check for heartbeat. She did a quickie anatomy scan that I found so reassuring (especially directly after a 45 min online consult with genetic counselor telling me nothing i didn't already know). Now it's just fingers crossed for 2 weeks until the official fancy anatomy scan. I've been eating ice cream lately, so theres that on the positive side too.
Thinking of you mamas while I can't sleep tonight
