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So sorry but I really just need to know I am not losing my marbles. I had an early miscarriage last month and I know I should be okay but this will make my 3rd 'chemical' pregnancy, I really hate that phrase sorry. For some reason it seems so hard this month and I can't stop crying I have been so okay all month and now waiting for AF to arrive I can't stop crying, I want my baby so badly it is tearing me up inside, I am scared of AF as it will only remind me and yet I want it to come so its over.
I don't know why I am crying so much tonight it just seems so silly as I know so many people have such awful losses but I feel like the past few years of TTC has flattened me. I just want my babies.
Anyway sorry again to blub here but I didn't know where or who to say this to x
I don't know why I am crying so much tonight it just seems so silly as I know so many people have such awful losses but I feel like the past few years of TTC has flattened me. I just want my babies.
Anyway sorry again to blub here but I didn't know where or who to say this to x