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Been trying for 2 yrs now with no luck. Saw a fertility Dr and SA came back very low(4.6). Prescribed Clomid. Been very hesitant to try Clomid. We feel the only option is IVF with manual sperm insertion. Thats 10-15K in the US. We dont have that. Weve been praying that God will bless us without treatment or bless us in the financial department. No answers. Feels like hes saying no when all our hearts do is cry out for a child we can call our own formed in the womb. Why must God punish us like this? I can hear DHs cry as we discuss having children. I can see it in his eyes he wants one so very bad. He loves our niece and nephew so much and when we play with them were on top of the world. DH blames himself for us not getting preg and feels extremely pressured during sex even if its just for fun and relaxation. I feel like crying too myself. I know God hears our thoughts when we dont how to word our prayers. I know God sees each tear that falls. I know God knows our hearts desires. But why is He delaying? Why does this feel like a hopeless no? Why? Often times we feel like were hopeless beings just passing thru and were more than ready for our Heavenly Father to call us home sooner rather than later. We are deeply depressed. We feel hopeless, unworthy, heartbroken, and hurt. Our heart aches for just one little one. We pray that God bless us with just one and only one little miracle formed in the womb. Ladies could really use words of hope, encouragement, wisdom, positive thoughts, and prayers please. Thank you ladies near and far.