Well after being over a week late, the witch finally got me on Saturday, the day before my brithday which wasn't a nice surprise I was expecting it though because I just didn't feel pregnant (not that I know what feeling pg feels like), but I just felt sort of normal but was cluting at straws because the witch was so late. Anyway, I felt so down about it on Saturday and also due the fact that OH was being an idot and not helping around the house that I suggested we give up TTC for a while because our mortgage goes up a 100 pounds in January (I think it was just an excuse to say it). The thing is, I don't want to give up TTC I just wanted a reponse from him because he doesn't talk about it much. I know he really wants a baby and gets really broody when we see kids etc but he just doesn't talk to me about it. Anyway I imagined him to say that he didn't want to stop TTC but he said maybe we should give up trying for a year. I didn't want to tell him that I didn't mean it and so I just said "mmmm". Now, I dont know what to do. I really don't want to give up TTC but I don't want to tell him what I did because it looks like Im a right manipulative cow. Does anyone else feel like their OH's just don't seem interested??
Sorry for rambling. I'm just double gutted now
Love Jo xx
Sorry for rambling. I'm just double gutted now
Love Jo xx