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kellysays2u
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I don't know what going on... lately I have been so worried for no apparent reason. I have had no bleeding but have had light cramping but for some reason I cant help but think maybe I have lost baby. I keep thinking I am feeling him/her but I am not so sure anymore... Is this just me being paranoid. Symptoms still seem to be here but I guess its just hard to know cause i dont even see my midwife at all this month. Not till the tenth. I want to just no that he/she is ok. I don't know if I could lose another baby. After the first miscarriage I am just so worried neither my bf or I could get through it again. Or if we could stay together through it. I just don't know what to do right now... I can't get to the doctors as its almost an hour away and we have no money for gas right now as I dont get paid till next week because I just started my job.
Kelly
Kelly