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hello.
this is the reason i am wtt... sorry if this is tmi...
6 months ago i gave birth to my beautiful daughter... TJ, the delivery was long and i found it, not as painful as most people explained. though labour lasted 4 days! so i was induced to speed things up!
i didn't know what sex the baby was and was so excited! where i had been awake for so long i was too tired to push when the time came. and was told... "the babies heart rate is dropping, we need to deliver this baby NOW! through c-section or forceps. if the forceps aren't successful we'll have to give you a c-section"
i was so scared! the forceps delivery went well and within 2 mins i was holding my new daughter. a moment i will cherish forever!
after the birth i had no feeling down below, this scared me as i never had an epidural. but was reasured i was numb because i was injected.
(sorry most bits are blank in my head) about 12 hours later i was in the most pain i had ever experienced! i couldn't sit/stand, my mum was concerned and had a look... my whole bum was bruised!
they gave me morphine to help with the pain! as i was breastfeeding i hated the thought of this! it still upsets me now!
its been 7 months since me and my partner had been able to have sex (properly) and i feel awful even at the thought of it. i have had letters sent to me from my GP about a referal to see the gynacologist (sorry about my spelling), i have put it off because i am scared to have the operation. Since then we have managed a very painful quicky (sorry if tmi) which is why were waiting to try. its heart breaking and soul destroying, i want to be trying now!
was wondering if anybody else has experienced the same thing!
it would be lovely to chat to someone who is going through this! x x x x
cheers x x x x
this is the reason i am wtt... sorry if this is tmi...
6 months ago i gave birth to my beautiful daughter... TJ, the delivery was long and i found it, not as painful as most people explained. though labour lasted 4 days! so i was induced to speed things up!
i didn't know what sex the baby was and was so excited! where i had been awake for so long i was too tired to push when the time came. and was told... "the babies heart rate is dropping, we need to deliver this baby NOW! through c-section or forceps. if the forceps aren't successful we'll have to give you a c-section"
i was so scared! the forceps delivery went well and within 2 mins i was holding my new daughter. a moment i will cherish forever!
after the birth i had no feeling down below, this scared me as i never had an epidural. but was reasured i was numb because i was injected.
(sorry most bits are blank in my head) about 12 hours later i was in the most pain i had ever experienced! i couldn't sit/stand, my mum was concerned and had a look... my whole bum was bruised!
they gave me morphine to help with the pain! as i was breastfeeding i hated the thought of this! it still upsets me now!
its been 7 months since me and my partner had been able to have sex (properly) and i feel awful even at the thought of it. i have had letters sent to me from my GP about a referal to see the gynacologist (sorry about my spelling), i have put it off because i am scared to have the operation. Since then we have managed a very painful quicky (sorry if tmi) which is why were waiting to try. its heart breaking and soul destroying, i want to be trying now!
was wondering if anybody else has experienced the same thing!
it would be lovely to chat to someone who is going through this! x x x x
cheers x x x x