ChMK
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I think this makes me a jerk ... but here goes.
I'm only in month 5 of ttc with dh, but I feel like the universe is just screwing with me. In our second attempt, I found out my younger sister has the bfp. A week later, I get my lovely af. Hooray! Then, month 3 I'm convinced it will happen. Nope.
So I go into month 4 thinking this won't happen. No way. I'm going to put off my hopes until at least the new year. I will expect to not be expecting.
Then I'm late. I test the day after, but still bfn. OK fine, it will come. But it doesn't. Five days late, I'm actually starting to get excited. Hooray? Then, bam. I get cramps, and af has arrived. Minutes after I realize this, my mom calls.
"You know how your cousin and his girlfriend are pregnant?"
Um, no ...
"Well, they just found out they are having twins! They burst into tears when they found out."
Me too, Mom. Me too.
I'm only in month 5 of ttc with dh, but I feel like the universe is just screwing with me. In our second attempt, I found out my younger sister has the bfp. A week later, I get my lovely af. Hooray! Then, month 3 I'm convinced it will happen. Nope.
So I go into month 4 thinking this won't happen. No way. I'm going to put off my hopes until at least the new year. I will expect to not be expecting.
Then I'm late. I test the day after, but still bfn. OK fine, it will come. But it doesn't. Five days late, I'm actually starting to get excited. Hooray? Then, bam. I get cramps, and af has arrived. Minutes after I realize this, my mom calls.
"You know how your cousin and his girlfriend are pregnant?"
Um, no ...
"Well, they just found out they are having twins! They burst into tears when they found out."
Me too, Mom. Me too.