Hi ,Thankyou for making this thread Drazic
We got pregnant on 19th August 09, Got my first faint BFP around the 15th Sept 09, we were so overjoyed and i got my "proper" BFP on the 19th. The week after that i started getting crampy, got brown cm and over the next few days it turned into a heavy flow whilst i was at work & that was the end, we were upset & it hits me now and again, i would have been nearly 14 weeks by now. I'ts hard thinking about what could've been. I know i was only 5 weeks when it happened but it would've been our baby.
Anyway my OH booked us a holiday for May next year with his mam & family which i'm not even bothered about going on, i don't want to wait to try but he says it will do me good etc.
I've only started going in first tri again lately and i havnt been in TTC much either, i feel bitter about it all so ive just been trying to enjoy the rest of the forum.
Excuse my complete soppy ramble but i feel good to let it out in somewhere i fit in
Hi there sorry to hear about your sad loss, i know how you feel when i said goodbye to the girls on the 1st trim forum i said i will still look in but cant seem to do it yet, but then its still early days i lost my little bean 2weeks ago today at 6 weeks why do we still count in our heads the number of weeks pregnant we should of been, i know im going to keep doing it right up to 40weeks,
what makes it worse my little bean was due on my mums birthday, its torture
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