I was going to say how do you prepare yourself to hear that news! Its unbearable to even think about!
You sound like you have got your head around that though so that good.
I really hope they do find sperm when then do the retrieval. Not sure how to prepare for the worst. Dont even want to think about that.
Your treatment seems to have progressed fast? Are you private?
We are on the NHS because we know that in the future we will have to pay so we thought we would go first on the NHS.
Im glad that your DH has been great about it. Your in it together and thats pobviously what youneed when your going through what you are. I can imagine that it took time to come to terms with it.
Regarding the booklets - i did all my research on the internet but doesnt say that it will affect the future in any way?
I might have to find out how i can get hold of some just to make sure i know all the facts. One doctor told us that we would never be able to have a boy as he would inherit the gene while another told us that we could and its 50/50.
No wonder i dont know whats going on we keep getting told different things.
We have been offered PGD if they find sperm but we have recently decided not to do this and that what will be will be.
They said that if they do find sperm and we have IVF then there is a chance the baby would have down syndrome. Again we said what will be will be.
Why do PGD when we only have a small chance anyway.
We got told the same thing at the endocrinology unit. Treatment for the rest of his life and that they dont want to do anything yet. We have another app in April to see them but not sure what for as we wouldnt have even started IVF yet. We dont even know when it will be. I think thats the frustrating pat, not knowing when all this will happen.
You sound very positive about it all. I wish i could feel abit more like that. Some days its really hard.
Thanks for the thread i will have a nosy at that.
So what happens next month with you then? Have you alreeady picked your doner sperm?(if thats what you do)
Not sure how we really prepared ourselves - we were both just very realistic about everything. It's nice to have a bit of hope, but when you're given a 95% chance of failure then you have to face facts and realise that it's pretty certain it's going to be a bad result. We felt it was important to think the worse so we were as ready for it as we could be.
We were on the NHS for DH's op, but once we got his results and told my Gynae that we wanted to use donor sperm with IUI we were told that in our area (south England) they won't fund
any IUI (I believe the recommended guideline is that they fund 6).
We were really shocked. So we've had to go privately now. We can only afford 3 tries, so we're praying we get lucky fast.
With regards to the future, there's an increased risk of osteoporosis (bone problems) and also a higher risk of breast cancer. Those are the 2 main problems. I am happy to copy the leaflets and send to you if you wish - just PM me your address if you're interested.
We had been told that if any sperm was found then 50% of it would have Klinefelter's and 50% would be OK. We wanted to make sure that no child of ours had this horrible disorder passed down to them by us, so we would have gone with the PGD if sperm had been been found. We just couldn't bear any child of ours having to go through this exact same thing when they got older. Plus, it's not just the infertility - some guys can really struggle mentally and have lots of learning problems. It seems my DH was lucky and really only has the infertility as a symptom. It could have been much worse.
For us, the waiting for DH's op was absolutely horrendous. We just wanted to know either way so we could accept it, deal with it and move on to our next step. The not knowing was definitely very difficult to deal with and indeed the hardest period of our lives to date.
I think you have to stay positive or else you'd sink into depression. Azoospermia is such a shocking and upsetting diagnosis to receive. We just feel so grateful that other options are open to us and it's not the end of our dream of a family.
Next month I have to call the clinic when I get my next AF and then they'll get me in to show me how to do the injections to make my eggs super-duper and then they tell me when to do the trigger injection and then they call me in a day or 2 later for the actual insemination procedure. Yes, we chose our donor sperm recently from a list we were given of 9 men - you just get the basic stats - eye colour, height, hair colour and build. We obviously chose as close to my DH as we could. It's very surreal picking a biological father from a list, but exciting too in a way. Sometimes I wish we knew more about him, but other times I think it's easier not to (as I'm sure you'd find something you didn't like or that wasn't exactly like your partner or something, which would make the selection process even more difficult).
Anyway, hope this all helps.