It just seems like I can't have 1 good doctor appointment. I have been going every 2 weeks since Oct. 17th. The 1st appointment I was 6w6d, had u/s showed baby with a hb of 127bpm PLUS a subchrionic hematoma that 3.2 cm. They placed me on pelvic rest. Oct. 31st I was 8w6d, I went back for a follow up u/s to see if the hematoma had showed any regression. I had had no bleeding, spotting or any pain. Just HORRIBLE m/s. Instead of going away, it had actually gotten bigger and now measured at 3.7cm. I went in for my regular appointment with no follow up u/s scheduled. My bloodwork came back fine with the exception of clotting platelets (which means I have to have my blood drawn again for the platelet count). She used the doppler to find the heartbeat on my belly and even more bad news, SHE COULDN'T FIND IT! I am 11 weeks today and she said its not unusual that she didn't hear it because the baby could be hiding under a bone but to be on the safe side scheduled me for a u/s to measure the hematoma and find the heartbeat tomorrow morning at 9am. This has truly been the most bad news bearing pregnancy I have ever had. My boys were a breeze in the wind but this one, HUMID AS EVER. Morning sickness bad enough to make me wanna jump off a bridge, my body feels like I have been run over by a bus then hit by a train, a hematoma that won't just go away, platelets that decided they wanted to clot when its time to have 9 vials of blood drawn, not to mention I have gained 7 pounds in a month. I feel like a whale now and as soon as my OH left me alone with the doctor, I cried my eyes out. I am beyond frustrated. Since I can't say I'm enjoying this right now, I just wish everyone else a happy and healthy 9 months... Lets hope for better news tomorrow.