I just joined BabyandBump. Yesterday's Qual blood test was negative (11 dpo) and I was hoping it was a mistake. Sure enough this morning's hpt (honestly the 13th I've taken-- I'm not patient at all lol--) was another big fat blank staring back at me. I'm crampy and feel like AF will make an appearance soon (I'm due in 2 days). So I guess I'm out for this cycle. I'm soooo bummed!!! I had so many symptoms, I thought it was a sure thing. We're hoping for #4, we have three beautiful girls and we all really want to add a boy to the family. I mc'd in October, had D&C in Nov... maybe my body needed more time to heal? I'm very high risk as I've had 6 mc over the years but we seem to have figured out the proper hormone cocktail to improve my chances. I've been in such a time warp since this last one that it feels like a year's gone by but logically I suppose it's only been a few months. My hubby's going to be deployed and we only have one more shot next cycle before having to wait till June. I'm trying to see the bright side (can safely have a glass of wine again once AF comes, get my roots done, etc.) but I'm really disappointed and looking forward to being able to share this journey with some soul sisters going through a similar process. Thanks for listening.