Laurana
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Today is my birthday and would be the end of my cycle except for the prometrium I'm taking. I hadn't tested at all this month and was holding out for today- hoping for a birthday surprise. No such luck. Didn't really expect it. In fact I was a bit sad taking the test- just waiting for the BFN. Gone are the days of excited anticipation and expecting a second line. Testing has become depressing. The TWW board has become depressing- I keep finding buddies and they get their BFP and I don't. I'm having trouble being happy for them anymore.
I've had all the tests. Seems everything is working okay... Im 34 as of today, healthy, 135 pounds- nothings WRONG- Just no baby. I miscarried at just 5 weeks last march, but other than that- 2 years of nothing. Femara failed me already. Trying clomid and IUI this upcoming month but not sure how much more of these hormones I can handle.
I suppose I'm just venting... Hoping this board is a bit more comforting to me right now. Thanks for listening. I'm going to go eat a chocolate bar and try to smile now. Not good to be moping around on my birthday ya know.
I've had all the tests. Seems everything is working okay... Im 34 as of today, healthy, 135 pounds- nothings WRONG- Just no baby. I miscarried at just 5 weeks last march, but other than that- 2 years of nothing. Femara failed me already. Trying clomid and IUI this upcoming month but not sure how much more of these hormones I can handle.
I suppose I'm just venting... Hoping this board is a bit more comforting to me right now. Thanks for listening. I'm going to go eat a chocolate bar and try to smile now. Not good to be moping around on my birthday ya know.