I have been awake pretty much the whole night, I am absolutely shattered!!!!! I am just so so scared about my private scan this morning! Thought I would be excited, but you just hear so many bad stories that all I can think is that I am only going to see a dead baby!!! But I suppose this is exactly the reason my OH and I have decided to have this done, just to know, even if only for 15 minutes, that everything is alright!!! The problem is, I have to work this afternoon and won't finish till 10pm, not sure I am going to make it on the few minutes sleep I have managed to grab!!!!