33 yrs young ttc#1...need buddies:)

[Trolley_Dolly]

Hi everyone! Well, I've been feeling really down the last couple of days. Going by the last couple of months, I'd say there's a good chance it's early PMS, but I'll keep you posted (af's due in a week). I've been having a bit of mild cramping and sensitive nipples, but I think these are probably just normal pre-af signs for me.

I hate the end of the 2ww. I know I'm a week too early to be giving up hope, but it's hit me this month that I no longer really believe it's going to happen for me. The first few months, I could really imagine myself getting and being pregnant, and now it's starting to feel like some far-off fantasy, if you know what I mean. Meh Had a chat to DH about it and he admitted he's also getting a bit concerned that it hasn't happened for us yet (8th month), although he felt there was still lots of stuff we could try to improve our chances. Anyway, I should probably stop feeling sorry for myself and go and catch some sunshine

Miracle, I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you! Your symptoms sound promising - hang in there!

Trolley Dolly, I'm pleased the cbfm is proving useful - hopefully you'll have caught that egg! And your appointment's really soon now, which is good. xx

Hey fruitful...pls dont get defeated yet hun....but i know exactly how your feeling too...it does get harder every month and sometimes we all need a month where we need a meltdown...we r human after all...and u are not alone we are all going through the same thing some months better than others...chin up chick but dont give up till the wicked witch shows....try to stay positive....and yes get some sunshine good source of vit d...where r u too have sunshine??Ha Ha xx

Well ladies im in a good place wether i get pregnant or not...this week ive been swimming...went for a run last nite and just finished a spinning class...i feel on top of the world...so gonna get back into my fitness it makes me feel great...and takes my mind off babies ha ha hoping to trim up for xmas too xx

 

[Tink80]

hi, girls. i'm starting to think i'm out. AF due on Sunday. Here's today's tests.....not looking good.

https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/my-pregnancy-test58638

https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/my-pregnancy-test58637

 

[Trolley_Dolly]

hi, girls. i'm starting to think i'm out. AF due on Sunday. Here's today's tests.....not looking good.

https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/my-pregnancy-test58638

https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/my-pregnancy-test58637

Hi tink the 1st test i can c a line on the second i think i can c something but not sure if my eyes r playing tricks on me....which is the 1st and second test and what times did u take them?Fxd for u xx

 

[Tink80]

hi, girls. i'm starting to think i'm out. AF due on Sunday. Here's today's tests.....not looking good.

https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/my-pregnancy-test58638

https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/my-pregnancy-test58637

Hi tink the 1st test i can c a line on the second i think i can c something but not sure if my eyes r playing tricks on me....which is the 1st and second test and what times did u take them?Fxd for u xx

These are both with FMU from today (I am a night owl so FMU is like..noon for me, LOL!!). I peed in a cup..dipped the wondfo strip first and the FRER second.
I just gave myself a stern talking to not to be depressed yet. It's hard not to think negative but I've got to open my heart and have hope, right? Even if it's gonna hurt worse later...which goes against every instinct I have. But maybe that's why I haven't gotten pregnant yet...never letting myself hope enough.
My hubby told me to go ahead and get my hopes up and think real positive and he will be here to pick up the pieces if he has to. It's scary but I'm trying..

 

[Tink80]

apparently i pee better at night?...

https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/my-pregnancy-test58728

 

[Trolley_Dolly]

apparently i pee better at night?...

https://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test-gallery/my-pregnancy-test58728

Tink i can c a second line there....fxd for u...i think your dh is right...thinking positive and being in the right place of mind is so good for your body...the mind is a very powerful thing and once its set right it will work wonders for your body and soul...bless your dh for saying he will be there....thats so sweet x

 

[Fruitful]

Trolley Dolly, thanks so much for your kind words - that really cheered me up when I needed it, and I've been feeling so much more positive today. Yeah, I think sometimes you just need to cry and then pick yourself back up again. I'm glad to hear about all your activities!! Exercise is awesome, and I'm also determined to start doing more this month. As you say, the mind-body connection is so important, and I really want to work on both. So it'll be daily yoga and maybe a bit of running as well.

Tink, I still think I can see a line on the two wondfos, but not sure about the frer. Maybe they're different sensitivities? I love what your dh said about letting yourself hope and him being there for you if you need it later - he sounds really lovely. Stay strong and positive, girl! Keep us posted. xx

 

[Tink80]

Well, I'm out girls....I hope one of you get your BFP this month

 

[Fruitful]

Well, I'm out girls....I hope one of you get your BFP this month

Aww, Tink, I'm so sorry I hope you're doing ok. I know it probably doesn't feel like it right now, but it's just a matter of time, and any month now you'll be getting the bfp you deserve. I guess this time just wasn't meant to be for some reason. Have some wine, treat yourself, get pampered. It's a brand new month and new chance. Take care of yourself. xxx

 

[Fruitful]

No news from me, girls. Just patiently waiting for af (due on Thursday or Friday). No interesting symptoms to report, but I'm feeling pretty cheerful all things considered. How's everyone doing? xx

 

[Miracle2012]

Tink - I am sorry you didn't get your BFP this month,however don't give up it will come.
On my side I think I am hoping so much for a BFP that everything ( sore boobs, high temp,cramps) seems to be a symptom, but we all know they can as well mean the witch is on the way...lol. AF is due on Saturday. I am trying not to test because I don't want to be dissapointed too early, so I will test maybe friday or saturday.. I hope I can handle not testing until then. GL to me...lol. Anyways girls I will keep you posted. FXd for all of us.

 

[Trolley_Dolly]

Well, I'm out girls....I hope one of you get your BFP this month

roll on november x

 

[Trolley_Dolly]

Fruitful amd miracle

Well im ok...ive had some twinges and red nips and heavy breasts but i had all this last month also dont think implantaion will of happened yet...so trying to keep busy im away atm so thats helping...books and sun...gl ladies x

 

[1ST TRY]

Well, I'm out girls....I hope one of you get your BFP this month

roll on november x

Hi Tink i'm sorry to hear that girl , i know how it feels. Never give up, put your self together and get ready for the next round and try to relax

 

[1ST TRY]

Hi Ladies, i just want to let you know that i'm still with you and i will never leave you guys. i love you all.

 

[Fruitful]

I just started spotting, so, going by the last few months' pattern, I'm pretty sure af will be there in the next couple of days. Ah well, better luck to me next month! xx

 

[Trolley_Dolly]

I just started spotting, so, going by the last few months' pattern, I'm pretty sure af will be there in the next couple of days. Ah well, better luck to me next month! xx

Oh no...chin up fruitful pls dont be sad x

 

[Fruitful]

I just started spotting, so, going by the last few months' pattern, I'm pretty sure af will be there in the next couple of days. Ah well, better luck to me next month! xx

Oh no...chin up fruitful pls dont be sad x

Aww, thanks, Trolley Dolly - that's really nice! Am feeling a bit better today. We've booked a nice (if slightly belated!) honeymoon for the end of the month, so at least that's something to look forward to - and I figure some sun and relaxation will help get us in better shape for babymaking (even if I won't actually O during the holiday, but I think in a way that's better as it'll completely take the pressure off for us).

How's everyone doing? Any symptoms? Plans for the next month? xxx

 

[Tink80]

Fruitful, the honeymoon trip sounds lovely and relaxing.

Well, I am doing okay. On CD4 and AF is light so I think she's planning to leave me soon (yay!). I am feeling okay, got my calendar all marked up for this cycle's plans, lol.

 

[Miracle2012]

Hi ladies! I am due on Saturday took an hpt and it was negative. I will do another one on Friday since it might be too early and until af doesn't show there is still a chance right . I will keep you posted. I hope everyone is doing well.