It's so nice to know that you are all out there feeling just as impatient as me. I think I'm driving dh absolutely crazy because I bring any and all conversations back around to babies and pregnancy. Poor guy. And I swear, every other woman I see whenever I go anywhere has got a baby bump. I've been feeling really lonely not having any friends where I live who are going through the same thing. And this will be the first baby on my side of the family, so I feel like there will be too much pressure and (well meaning) excitement if I talk to my siblings about the fact that we are trying. It's a real comfort to know that I'm not alone in how I feel waiting and figuring all of this out.
now I'm 3dpo and know though is no way I can test yet and possible symptoms are driving me mad! Can't wait to know - staying positive! 
I think mine might actually be doing that on the inside! I might just keep bding and tell myself that i'm still trying this month even though i'm pretty certain i have O'd already. I'm feeling kinda bloated today, sign? Maybe just big Sunday dinner! Oh... the waiting. I got some freebie pg tests with a pack of pressed, they say 'ultra early, 10mui', i think 4dpo is pushing it though! Sigh.
Paranoia does set in doesn't it... we dtd on cd 8, 10 and 12. I think I o'd on day 12 so now i'm paranoid that I should have dtd on cd11 too! Not done it since cd12 and today is cd15, also paranoid that maybe I didn't O when I thought and could have missed my window later in the cycle - eek! i plan to dtd later tonight though! 
It drives you mad!
