Last month my brother, who I was close to, died unexpectedly. Shortly thereafter I found out I was pregnant. Already I feel so tired, irritable, sick to my stomach and am dreading how much worse it will get. I can't call in sick at all without risking my job for the next 5 weeks because of how much time I have already taken off for my brothers death and being sick just before that. I'm extra annoyed by my husband lately and I have a hard time sleeping due to his snoring. It's even harder for me to sleep when he's not next to me though.
Yesterday I noticed a small amount of pink spotting when I wiped and today brownish blood on my underwear. I don't have an appointment for a few more weeks, I know it can be normal to have a small amount of spotting after sex which may be the cause of this. I feel there is no point in calling my midwife because there isn't anything they can do anyway.
I've been going to therapy lately and it helps some. I lean on my friends and my partner but I know they have their own stresses. I feel so sad and hate my life right now.
If anyone else can relate, please let me know, I think that might help me.
Yesterday I noticed a small amount of pink spotting when I wiped and today brownish blood on my underwear. I don't have an appointment for a few more weeks, I know it can be normal to have a small amount of spotting after sex which may be the cause of this. I feel there is no point in calling my midwife because there isn't anything they can do anyway.
I've been going to therapy lately and it helps some. I lean on my friends and my partner but I know they have their own stresses. I feel so sad and hate my life right now.
If anyone else can relate, please let me know, I think that might help me.