5 days left until my due date and I want him nowwwww. I am so anxious and so scared at the same time. Anyone else this close and having these mixed feelings. I'm beyond excited to hold him and love him. But I truly only get scared when they've sent me up to the second floor to be put on the monitors a couple times cause my whole life is going to change forever. But when I sit at home, all I think about is how badly I want to have him. When I sit here, he is all I think about. I hope he comes soon!