6 months + since mc and no luck getting pregnant... Come join me in the wait!!

[MrsKitty]

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[amanda111308]

Sorry you think you're out mrskitty, I really hope that's not the case. PMS symptoms are such a tease, this tww drove me mad because even though my symptoms were different to normal they all could still have been pms.

Amanda that's not a huge temp drop so fingers crossed you're still in. When's AF due? I didn't temp this month so I can't help sorry. Temping stressed me out too much!

I understand about Mother's Day. My mmc was due 18th feb so I should have had a newborn by now, and once again I have to go through first tri. My second loss was at 5 weeks and my third loss was a chemical so on Saturday I'll have done better than my last two pregnancies (hopefully). I'm booked in with the doctors on Friday and will be begging for an early scan! I can't wait until 13 weeks again!

AF was due Monday, according to FF and according to me and past cycles on average would be today or tomorrow. No sign at all of AF coming... *knock on wood* I still have a little hope because my temp didn't drop anywhere close to cover line... Yet...

 

[Anniebobs]

Thanks Mrs Kitty, the days are flying quick while I'm busy but once DDs in bed and I'm finished work I have nothing to do but look up stats and worry!

Amanda I am really hopeful for you, will you test tomorrow if your temps stays up?

 

[amanda111308]

I really really want to but I am so freaked out I might test tomorrow or if I can handle it I might test Friday. By then I will definitely be late by all means.

I am desperate to be pregnant now. When I seen the temp drop this morning a part of me just died inside I WANT THIS SO BAD!!!

 

[Nataliek]

Hi girls - I have been MIA coping with the ectopic loss. I had my follow up today with my doctor (she was away on vacation during my whole ordeal) and it was good, as good as it can be I guess. I was at a 2% ectopic risk before and now I'm at a 10%. She told me the sonohystogram test only shows if your tubes are open, not if they are healthy and clear of any scar tissue. My levels have dropped to 3 so I can resume business as usual, working out and thank god I can have a glass of wine!! I plan to have a bottle on Friday, my son is off to his fathers. They think my mid cycle ovulation spotting could be a factor but think the gonal f will help that, but again, who knows. I'll get my period within a few weeks, then I need to have another period, then a repeat sono to make sure my tube is open and then we can do IUI in June. I will have to be closely monitored during my treatment because of the increased ectopic factor. Anyway, I honestly am drained, that whole thing was so scary for me. I am kind of looking forward to the next few cycles and having a much needed break.

@Amanda I am praying so hard that you get your BFP this week. We need some good news!!!!

@Smiler I am so sorry you are still struggling, it totally sucks!!! There is no other way to put it. I hope you are hanging in there.

@MrsKitty, I am sorry you are feeling out too. I know that feeling all too well, it stinks too!!!

 

[Anniebobs]

Natalie I'm glad to hear you can get back to working out and drinking wine, sounds like you could do with it. I had a few months off over Christmas after my third mc, not a complete break but we were ntnping and I was just focusing on my running and having as much fun as possible. My first month back on b&b and properly ttc I've conceived and so far so good. Hopefully your rest will give you the same outcome.

 

[Nataliek]

Thanks so much @Anniebobs. I am going to embrace this time to myself before I start the process again. How far along are you??

 

[Anniebobs]

Thanks so much @Anniebobs. I am going to embrace this time to myself before I start the process again. How far along are you??

Almost 5 weeks, I only got my bfp last week. Keeping everything crossed for this one.

 

[Nataliek]

I am keeping my fingers crossed for you!!! Have you been in for beta yet?

I got my period this morning, yay! Never thought I would say that lol. Just have to get through this one and the next one and then it all starts again. That's ok, I have lots of plans coming up, I am travelling in April and May for work so that will be nice.

@Amanda, whats going on with you???

 

[amanda111308]

Well temps are creeping back up by .1 today... I want to test but a huge part of me wants to wait one more day like I originally planned. I am teaching myself willpower. Haha

 

[Anniebobs]

I am keeping my fingers crossed for you!!! Have you been in for beta yet?

I got my period this morning, yay! Never thought I would say that lol. Just have to get through this one and the next one and then it all starts again. That's ok, I have lots of plans coming up, I am travelling in April and May for work so that will be nice.

@Amanda, whats going on with you???

I am seeing the doctor tomorrow, I've been putting it off to be honest! I'm not too bothered about betas I just want to make sure I get an early scan, fingers crossed hell book me in for one. Though I've got a feeling I might have to see the midwife first.

Amanda that's so exciting! Surely if AF isn't here by tomorrow then you'll have a big fat sticky positive waiting for you. Good on you for holding out.

 

[amanda111308]

Thanks ladies for being so patient with me! My "symptoms" sound so exciting but I am just freaked. I really want it to be positive. No cramps or break out yet haha so for me AF is nowhere in sight. Although I am prepared for her to jump out and rain on my parade.

 

[amanda111308]

Alright so... Came home today for my lunch break and on my way in the door I felt wet... Sorry tmi haha so I bolted for the bathroom and it's isn't AF like I thought... Just TONNES of lotiony cm and it's white... My boobs are also very tender today... I hope I get a bfp tomorrow...

 

[MrsKitty]

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[amanda111308]

Oh that sounds promising!! I am currently on knicker watch as keep feeling wet, I should start spotting before the nights out looking at previous charts. I wish that if it is going to happen (I think it is) it would hurry up. My boobs are still sore and normally that stops just before af.

Alright so... Came home today for my lunch break and on my way in the door I felt wet... Sorry tmi haha so I bolted for the bathroom and it's isn't AF like I thought... Just TONNES of lotiony cm and it's white... My boobs are also very tender today... I hope I get a bfp tomorrow...

My fingers are crossed for us both hun!! When are you testing again?

 

[Smiler79]

Fingers crossed for you both. I will keep an eye on post for next couple of days for news from you but afraid I will be leaving group.

I had a long heart to heart with hubby last night and have finally acknowledged that my depression is back with a vengeance. I am off to drs today to get referred for some more counselling. In meantime we have made a mutual decision to put baby making on hold while I get myself better.

Although it is a mutual decision and I know it is the right one, I am absolutely devastated. I have been up crying for most of the night but have had to pull myself together this morning for Imogen's sake.

In seven weeks time i should have been meeting my baby for the first time but instead we have now put all plans for rainbow baby on hold for foreseeable future. Can safely say Mother's Day on Sunday won't be the most joyous occasion x.

 

[Anniebobs]

Smiler I am so sorry to hear that the depression is back. All of us here completely understand how hard the ttc journey is, I personally had to take time off to focus on me. I wish you the best in getting yourself through this and hope you are back to your normal self sooner rather than later

 

[Anniebobs]

And I'm praying for some bfps this morning!!

 

[Nataliek]

@Smiler I am so sorry you are going through this, I can completely relate. I just got my period after the ectopic and I was up crying with my husband last night. It really hit me hard this loss. I will check in here and there but I am taking the next 8 weeks off, I need to feel like myself before I start trying again in the summer. I hope you find some peace soon xo

 

[amanda111308]

Bfn on both frer and dollar store.