A bit frustrated

[CKJ]

Sorry just needed a mini moan!

Started trying in dec, pg in feb, mc at 5wks then 6weeks til period n now heading towards nxt AF (or not-we hope!) dnt get me wrong i know that i am v lucky as in reality this is NO time but everything just feels like it takes so long when u want it doesn't it?!

Iv opk'd this month n got a positive on cd16 n 17 so that's good but no symptoms at all. Didn't hav many last time but in hindsight had sore nipples n a "feeling" if u knw what I mean!

I knw nature will ultimately choose for me but now, as I'm sure most ppl feel, really is a great time for us to concieve n yet as with all of us we hav no real control! (this u may hav noticed is my prob!)

Sorry for the rant, a close friend has just told me she's pregnant. I'm trying to keep saying well if I'm not pg iv got 3wks til we can try again but everything just seems like such an effort! Vitamins, dates, planning b'ding, waiting in the tww so just wish I could be ignorant again n it be a happy accident!!

Baby dust to all
Xx

 

[nattys]

I'm definately feeling your pain I wish there was a fast forward button

 

[hollyw79]

I agree- I wish I could be ignorant too and not have to go through all of this. ((SIGH))

I think the lack of control is what's hardest for me.. and even the control we THINK we have- we really do not, ya know???

Lots of dust for you dear!!!