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I wrote this a few nights ago cos its the run up to Honey's birthday, 4 weeks today, and I just need to acknowledge her.
I dont know why I am writing this or indeed what I am going to write. Is this for me? For you? I dont know to be honest, all I do know is that I feel so alone right now, and have an urge to acknowledge my daughter some where, some how as her second birthday approaches.
I walked out the automatic doors, and as they closed behind me, I cried as I thought it was the end, but today as the pain is stabbing right through my heart, as raw as the 16th May 2007, I know that although it may of been a new chapter it was certainly not the end of the book, Honey's story, and my love and pain for her will continue forever.
I dont know why I am writing this or indeed what I am going to write. Is this for me? For you? I dont know to be honest, all I do know is that I feel so alone right now, and have an urge to acknowledge my daughter some where, some how as her second birthday approaches.
I walked out the automatic doors, and as they closed behind me, I cried as I thought it was the end, but today as the pain is stabbing right through my heart, as raw as the 16th May 2007, I know that although it may of been a new chapter it was certainly not the end of the book, Honey's story, and my love and pain for her will continue forever.