So I have 3 kiddos already 5,3 & 1 and expecting #4 and also babysit a family member, a 2 yo. So I am just exhausted as it is... My oldest her bday party is booked for this Saturday, and parent teacher is this week, also dh's evening shift week which is always stressful, and I have my first dr appt this week as well my daughter has a dr appt at the same time for a needle, I'm an aesthetician so I have clients this week around my babysitting schedule, Blah, blah you get the point, we're busy.. anyway... now dh and I have more stress.. so scared! Only 6 days after I got my bfp I made dh go to the hospital with a concern and they found out he had something wrong. Did an u/s the next day and confirmed he has a testicular tumor. Not sure at this moment whether it is cancerous or not.. He was called with cat scan & another test appt. for Thurs morn. the same time as my dr appt & dd's. Anyway we worked out a sitter for that so neither of us will miss our appts. Though I want to be able to go with him. But he also has a dr. appt in the afternoon, the big one, where they will inform us more & again the sitter, I will be able to go to this one. We are terrified. Also he HAS to have that testicle removed, we already know that, and they will be booking it at that appt. Should be really soon. So dh will be healing from that for a while & well now we are terrified he may also have to do a cancer treatment He's transferring to a new job position at his work in 2 wks, so timing couldn't have been worse either, but he has informed them and they fully understand. Anyway ugh, my pregnant hormones, I'm so scared So I am just sucking everything up and not complaining about the fun early stage of pregnancy because I feel bad he's so uncomfortable too. Feeling very alone. He's only 26 this isn't fair Guess god made this pregnancy happen right at the right time, because he will prob get the other snipped while they're at it... had he been diagnosed with this sooner I prob never would have convinced him to have #4 and i wouldn't be pregnant right now.