Ok, I'm a little more than a tad bit jealous of my brother in law's wife who just announced they are going to be having their third child next summer. This one was an "oopsy" I guess. I just want one sooo bad! That was supposed to be me having a baby next summer! Since I found out that I could get into my college program early (fall 2010), DH and I decided to put off on having a little one. But I can't get over the fact that I could possibly have been pregnant right now and due next summer, had we decided differently. But no... not me. I sure hope I made the right decision to wait, and that I don't drive myself insane wondering what could be happening right now if I had chosen the other route. In the meantime, I'l have to deal with this jealous feeling that I can't get rid of. I wish I knew how to get rid of it because it stinks.