AF got me again!!!

[jaykay]

So the got me today, and is causing me loads of pain, just so that I definantly know that I'm not pg. Going to give it one more month on our own, then go for IUI, but am so nervous about it. I can't believe how hard this can be. I heard of another friend who has fallen pg yesterday, they seem to be everywhere!! I fell like I've got a mountain to climb, and I'm not sure whether I'll ever reach the top.

Just wanted to let of steam, I'll pick myself up again tomorrow and start all over again!!

 

[anytimenow]

Hugs - I know how disappointing and exhausting it can be. We will get that BFP someday!!

 

[TTC4+yrs]

Hi Jaykay, I know how you feel..... Its my last day for AF today, maybe we could go through this month together..... its nice to be able to support each other when you're feeling down....

Hoping for a BFP for everyone!!!!
xo

 

[Grapejade]

Jaykay, I know exactly how you're feeling - I just found out my sister-in-law is pregnant, the same week I started my first round of Clomid. Ugh. Happy for them, but it's just hard to see everyone get preggo like it's nothing.

Also, if it helps at all, I just had my first IUI done yesterday and it was nothing to be worried about. I was nervous too, but it was so easy and quick, and with my doc it was around $400. It's a big decision, but I'm glad we did. Keep me updated!!

 

[susan_1981]

I'm sure I'll be joining you soon! Every month AF seems to arrive with me finding out that another friend is pregnant. It's so hard knowing that some people find it so easy to have the one thing we want most! Good luck with the IUI. I'm on the IVF waiting list. They didn't even mention IUI to me. Hope your BFP is around the corner xxx

 

[hanzy29]

snap girlies everywhere i look pregnant women, fb announcements of friends..... i have secondary unexplained fertility ttc#2 for 2.5yrs and its even more frustrating knowing your body allowed a healthy pregnancy once so why not again!!!!! i can feel af unpacking her suticase for another annoying visit i think she'l start annoying me from tomorrow, il be cd 33 tomorrow. im always 32.... sigh hugs to us all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Ebony_Blaze]

Hey Hun.

Sorry to hear, I know that feeling well, I'm due in about 10 days
I'm getting used to seeing af now, I find that my hardest time of the month is about 1 week before, I think it's because I think too much and sit there and think in a weeks time my life could change and I could see a positive, on the other hand a realisation that I'm not pregnant and having to start from cd 1

and yes everyone is pregnant around me with people asking when it's going to be me
and the most annoying things is that I've told my family and the girls at work we ate ttc as I didn't really want to keep it a secret as I found it less stressful for people to know
so why they keep asking me I font know !

I seem to think about it all day every day and trying to be positive is soo hard !!

C

 

[Ebony_Blaze]

Hey Hun.

Sorry to hear, I know that feeling well, I'm due in about 10 days
I'm getting used to seeing af now, I find that my hardest time of the month is about 1 week before, I think it's because I think too much and sit there and think in a weeks time my life could change and I could see a positive, on the other hand a realisation that I'm not pregnant and having to start from cd 1

and yes everyone is pregnant around me with people asking when it's going to be me
and the most annoying things is that I've told my family and the girls at work we ate ttc as I didn't really want to keep it a secret as I found it less stressful for people to know
so why they keep asking me I font know !

I seem to think about it all day every day and trying to be positive is soo hard !!

C

 

[jaykay]

Hi Jaykay, I know how you feel..... Its my last day for AF today, maybe we could go through this month together..... its nice to be able to support each other when you're feeling down....

Hoping for a BFP for everyone!!!!
xo

Hi, yes it would be nice to support each other this month. I'm giving the clearblue opk one last try, and i'm going to start testing from about day 7, because sometimes I can ov early. It's such a roller coaster isn't it???

Thank you xx

 

[stellargaze]

I'm a few days away, and I know the feeling so well. That bit of hope every month just beforehand and the horrible same single line that appears followed by the witch. The waiting week is definitely the worst...or it was the last two years, but I don't get my hopes up as much anymore. I just kind of expect that I'm going to have to keep trying again. Fb is loaded with my friends baby pics and of course they all ask when we are going to follow their path to happiness. I'm on day 27 and have a cycle anywhere from 29-32 days. On the otherside of things, I'm happy when af does come, as I didn't get it at all for 5 months at one point. Gives me a sign that my body is doing something right!