Almost 44 final ttc journey -- buddies needed : )

[Oasis717]

At last after getting almost but a tad tad lighter opks for 3 days they then went neg and I did one today not expecting to see anything and it was immediately darker than the control by a mile! At last I'm still getting proper positives, last month I never got a true positive, we've bd as much as we can and will still until I see that rise! Not more we can do! Xxx

 

[Sunshine14]

Well ladies I got a bfp Tuesday with first response and another one Wednesday but it was gone yesterday and today. Been poas constantly this week and stressed out by whole thing. Looks like another chem pregnancy - feeling gutted as I thought coq10 might have helped. Random spotting occasionally but no af yet.

Well done on strong O becks x

Hope everyone else had a good week.

 

[lunamoona]

Carmel I am so, so sorry There are no words so just take good care of yourself

 

[Oasis717]

As I said Carmel I'm thinking of you and sending you so much love xxxx
A drop at 2dpo which I'm hoping is just a fallback rise and not cause I haven't o cause we stopped bd! X

 

[Sunshine14]

Thanks so much Mel x it's my 7th loss in past two years and they don't get any easier really. I'm just relieved it's not another 10 week loss as that was just heart breaking. Me and my honey talked about it and we will keep trying for a while longer and see what 2016 brings but after 7 loses in a row its not looking good. Where are you at hun. Did the clomid help at all?

 

[Sunshine14]

Thanks Becks I'm gutted now that it's 7 loses in a row. ...... they say the definition of insanity is to keep doing something and getting the same result and I can see how it can make you go a bit crazy. I got af today so can move on at least and looking forward to the holidays and tlc with my family. I know I'm incredibly lucky to have them and that is my focus now and will see what 2016 brings xx do you think you Of ok?

 

[Oasis717]

Oh Carmel I know I had 4 losses before Brooklyn and 5 since, you kinda cope better with the CP's but it's still heartbreaking having that precious line disappear. I can't believe all those years when I got pregnant first try, no MC's no problems and I just never thought I'd have so many losses or have so much trouble. After my dip today I'm not so sure about o, just my luck I'm not even o and we did all that bd for nothing, all hangs on 2moras temp, it needs too be over 97.6 for me to get CH, dh gone up to London to watch the boxing so getting anymore bd in is out! Plus with my cycles around 26 days it would be an anovulatory cycle that would be rubbish I hate waiting all bloody day just to be able to find out with 2moras temp! Xxxx

 

[lunamoona]

Carmel, you and Becks are are very strong people to cope with so many losses. Let's hope the new year will bring better luck.

I'm 11 days PO, had a negative test and my temps have dropped. I expect AF in the next day or two. I think the Clomid helped me have a stronger ovulation as my temps have been the highest ever.

Becks, hope you get those crosshairs soon.

 

[Oasis717]

Thankyou, I hope so. I'm really pleased the clomid helped and you never know that may be an implantation dip! Xxx

 

[Sunshine14]

Hey ladies how are you today?

I just engaged in some retail therapy lol and feeling better now (sorry tmi but very heavy af yesterday but its eased today) and looking forward to Xmas without having to worry about being pg, miscarrying or opks. I'm just going to be grateful for everything I am blessed to have and think about ttc in 2016!

 

[Oasis717]

That's a fantastic attitude Carmel I'm really pleased to see you back so positive again, we will get there! CH today, I'm still o it would seem! Yay xxx

 

[Sunshine14]

Hey ladies how you doing?

Becks where are you at? about 6dpo? How u feeling?

What cd are you Mel? How u feeling?

I'm cd8 & getting some ewcm & some colour on opks - we bd last night and will keep going as Im off for Xmas now so shud have more time for romance lol. I think following CP chances of a healthy sticky bean are slim so I'm just gonna have fun with my honey x

 

[Oasis717]

I'm 9dpo but zero symptoms and bfn on ICS so looks like I will be enjoying some Christmas cheer in the shape of a few rum and Cokes Xmas day! Xx

 

[Oasis717]

Oh but no spotting whatsoever which is odd as I ALWAYS spot a few days before AF, my lp is going to be longer than last 3 months too so looks like the b6 has worked xx

 

[Sunshine14]

That's fab Becks hurray for b6 & longer lp!

You deserve to relax and chill out over Xmas after all the ttc so if u don't get a bfp just enjoy yourself Nd u can try again 2016 xx

 

[Oasis717]

Same with you hunni! Thankyou, hope you have a fab Xmas too, have terrible cramps so I think AF might be on the way only confusing thing is I've got the green cm I get after o around 3/4 dpo at 9dpo! Hate the way our bodies trick us! Cramps are diff to implantation cramps as are up inside as opposed to abdominal so def don't think I'm pregnant, I have the worst ICS ever, the dye is literally non existent, rubbish! But they're stark white anyway. Just only ever had this green/yellow cm this late on pregnant cycles, if I wasn't temping I'd think I o much later! Xxx

 

[Oasis717]

Bfn with fmu which has never been any good for me and two definite faint but pink positives on two ICS just now. I wondered why I had no spotting, the only time I don't is when I'm pregnant. Still have v bad cramps so not sure will stick xx

 

[Sunshine14]

Congrats hun xxx stick healthy baby stick xxx are you going to do a fr? Good luck sweetie xx

 

[Oasis717]

Thankyou but its already all going wrong! Yesterday tested positive on 5 ICS, later on line was barely there on 2 more then neg on another 2 then today barely there line again so must be a chemical or these are the worst tests ever, no symptoms at all either so not looking good, temp went back up today and AF was due yest, I'm not even getting coloured cm let alone spotting. So annoying, can't get another test til Wednesday xx

 

[Sunshine14]

Ahh Becks sorry to hear that hun xxx what is the latest? Are the tests positive or negative?