Almost 44 final ttc journey -- buddies needed : )

[cherryxo]

Hello Luna, and thank you!

Yesterday I had an obnoxious backache ( ?? wth I dont get backaches, it must have been the mopping) Then I was messing around on an ap that tracks symptoms.. BINGO I gotten a backache with each bfp. So later that night I thought "why not test" ... then the logical side of me says "you're only 8dpo !!! " ... so I test anyway. Holy cow it was light, but it was there. I've never gotten a + before 12dpo.
Luna, lol yes your eyes play tricks on you for sure! I kept looking at it thinking "geez my eyesight is really getting bad" 43yr old ovaries, 43yr old eyes!!!

Oasis, before you count yourself out, lets give it one more day and test again "together". what do you say?

 

[Oasis717]

Aw Cherry I'm so so pleased for you!!! Congratulations xx I'm def out love bfn's everyday and I always start AF with this brown cm plus I have AF cramps which are diff to the ones I've had before. We stopped bd on CD 15 and I think that was too early so one more try next cycle and I'm done! I'm 44 tomorrow so I think my times run out xxx

 

[cherryxo]

I think we understand wanting to draw a line in the sand. The hopes, the trying, the emotions... its taxing. Big Big Hug
I keep getting the "what if's", like the little kid at the park wanting to go down the slide ONE MORE TIME.

Do you have celebration plans for tomorrow? How exciting!!

 

[lunamoona]

Cherry, that's fantastic news I'm very excited for you and the first BFP on this thread, hope they keep on coming.

Oasis, have a great birthday tomorrow

 

[cherryxo]

Thank you Luna, FX that it sticks.

 

[Oasis717]

Thankyou, I just can't go through thinking 24/7 of pregnancy, tests, lines etc etc, after Xmas if it happens it happens but I just can't devote my life to it anymore we went out with family Saturday for a meal which was lovely xxx
Thanks Luna xxxx

 

[tag74]

sorry, I need to catch up. Happy early birthday Oasis!

My clomid cycle was an expected fail. I am going to try and do a "natural" cycle through this next cycle.

I promise to catch up with everyone. We are headed to a football game. Go Pats!

 

[cherryxo]

Bleh..
I took another test this am, no line in sight! What was I thinking... the first one must have been an evap.

Tag, FX for this round!

Oasis, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks love had a lovely day yesterday doing my fav thing putting the Xmas trees and lights up I'm 100% out just waiting for AF due tomorrow xx

 

[lunamoona]

Bleh..
I took another test this am, no line in sight! What was I thinking... the first one must have been an evap.

Tag, FX for this round!

Oasis, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

sorry to read this cherry

 

[Sunshine14]

Happy happy birthday Becks xxx

Sorry to hear ur update Cherry x did the line come back again?

How are you Mel and TAg?

I'm happy cos I think I Od this month. Got positive opk weds morning and did the trigger I had to not waste it. I think O was Thursday cd13 for me. We only bd Tuesday night as my honey is ill and has a bad back but I'm hoping timing might have been good as I've read a good bit that has said bd two days before O is best time to have swimmers waiting!

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks Carmel and good luck!! I've decided to temp this cycle cause I've no idea if I'm o, cycles are 24/25 days now and spotting starts early so not much chance I know! Xx

 

[Sunshine14]

Thanks Becks I'm not sure we dtd enough this month to even have a chance but I suppose it only takes one swimmer! I have been taking coq10 dose of 600 since mc in August and if I do get pg this month there might be a small chance of everything being ok. I have to say I too am warn down by all the pgs with no positive outcome I think if it doesn't happen this month we will keep ntnp for a while and then give up as life does feel as though it's on hold and I want my figure back (have about a stone extra weight on from all the pgs).

I think for u hun don't worry about the shorter cycles and spotting - the months u get a bfp u have no problems so ur hormones are all good xx

How is everyone else?

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks Carmel. So wishing a bfp for you, we are the same, after this month I'll stop all testing etc and just carry on with life, its been on hold so long, I've just got one more stone to go to get back to 10 st 12 and a size 8/10 so will be concentrating on that and what will be will be xxx

 

[lunamoona]

Carmel, fx that you get a Christmas BFP

I totally understand why you and Becks are taking a step back with TTC, it is draining emotionally and physically and life is for living too. I haven't reached that stage yet so will keep giving it my all until I can't do it anymore.

I'm still waiting to ovulate, almost have a positive OPK and wicked cramps from the Clomid, I'm really glad I chickened out and took the lower dose as BD is very uncomfortable at the moment.

Hope everyone else is well.

 

[Oasis717]

Hope o is imminent got a while to wait for mine! My pre o temps are much higher than they were when I used to temp! X

 

[Sunshine14]

Morning ladies how are you all?

Mel did u get a nice strong O yet? Have everything crossed that the clomid gives you an extra strong egg xxx did you get it prescribed of off the internet hun?

Becks where are you at hun? What cd are you sweetie?

Hope youre well Tag? and also Tara haven't seen you on here for ages hope you're ok xxx

I'm trying to work out what is going on with me! I'm 10 or 11dpo today and yesterday my boobs got sore and then had this weird pinching pain on left side of uterus and it went on for about two hours on and off and I was googling and thought it might have been implantation!? & sorry for tmi I was dabbing then with tissue paper and few tiny bits of pinky cm. All tests are bfn and now I'm thinking is it just spotting starting before af ..... but the pinching yesterday was really intense! I'm probably just over analysing everything and the witch will get me soon lol

 

[Oasis717]

Carmel you won't get a bfp for two or three days after ib and pinching, wishing you masses of luck I'm hoping that is what it is for you xxx I'm CD 12 today, got a positive on opk last night but was neg again within an hour so I'm thinking just another short surge like last month when I had two surges, just trying to bd everyday and hopefully temping this cycle will answer if I'm o or not, looks like my cycles are gunna stay at 26 days now xxx

 

[lunamoona]

Hello ladies, not much happening with me

I'm 6 DPO and for the last 2 nights I've had really vivid dreams of me taking all sorts of pregnancy tests and getting my BFP, then I wake up and it takes a couple of seconds for me to realise it's not true, ugh. If it's not bad enough my body not co-operating, my sub-conscious is not behaving either

Carmel have you taken another test? When I conceived my first I had implantation spotting around days 10-11. Hope it's a really positive sign for you.

And yes I was naughty and got my Clomid off the internet, when I went to my GP with my failing thyroid and said I needed treatment because I was TTC she just said, 'I wouldn't recommend it.' (having a baby) So, after much research I bought my thyroid meds off the internet and pay for private blood tests because bad thyroid causes mc. There was no point going back to her for Clomid or any other help as she just isn't interested.

Becks, each time I've come back to charting I've had a different pattern, I'm sure after a couple more months things will all make sense to you xx

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks love I just am so confused with the opks right now, for the third day in a row they start of neg in the aft, slowly darken to an almost positive by 1am then by the next day back to neg in the aft slowly turning pos by the early hours, this will be my 3rd surge, I used to get solid days of opks morning and night. Not these tiny surges that are gone by the next day. Urggh xxx