Hello ladies and welcome justme. Sorry for your loss, it's certainly tougher to get that sticky bean in your 40's but by no means impossible, we just have to be that extra bit patient.
Carmel, I think it is very normal to have fears around getting pregnant. We are not in the position of being able to take pregnancy for granted like other ladies do, but then should anyone be so carefree about growing a whole new little person? You are very able to get pregnant and it is only a matter of time before you get your keeping baby.
Rachelle, looking forwards to you popping back in, it's sounds like your trip has been tiring for you and how annoying to have forgotten your vits
Tara I will look forward to joining you in December TTC, if I can get my cycles back on track. I am cycle day 54 and today had a really strong positive OPK (I think!). No temp change yet. Time will tell.
Have a nice weekend
Carmel, I think it is very normal to have fears around getting pregnant. We are not in the position of being able to take pregnancy for granted like other ladies do, but then should anyone be so carefree about growing a whole new little person? You are very able to get pregnant and it is only a matter of time before you get your keeping baby.
Rachelle, looking forwards to you popping back in, it's sounds like your trip has been tiring for you and how annoying to have forgotten your vits
Tara I will look forward to joining you in December TTC, if I can get my cycles back on track. I am cycle day 54 and today had a really strong positive OPK (I think!). No temp change yet. Time will tell.
Have a nice weekend
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if I stop for a minute and let myself think about everything I get too upset so I just distract myself constantly and even walking past the baby girl clothes in Asda yest normally I get so sad but I just told myself, that's all over now, I really don't believe I would have another successful pregnancy I've lost too too many and I've been forced to accept the reality because of this, I know how terribly sad and unfair it is and a little part of me will always want for another but this has taken over my life for 3 years now and I can't do it anymore hence why we are ntnp, I would always be over the moon if it happened but I also am quite sure it won't and I think I've just come to the end of the line with it all. I'm wishing you masses of luck and I'm behind all you ladies still ttc xxxx
I'm still testing can't help myself lol but having no idea where I am (possibly about 5dpo) I won't yet. No symptoms whatsoever though but I don't dwell on it much anymore xxx
Sometimes we just have to do what keeps us strong and sane. Keeping relaxed and stress free can be just as productive as going down the crazy, timed and POAS road. I am generally not a stress free person 
so I'm gonna keep my POAS addiction going.
The cramps that I've had for the last month have gone too. It was either a huge coincidence or Soy really works. I now just need to see what state my LP is in, before my last pregnancy it was 9 days so can't afford to have it any shorter.
