My head is in bits at the minute. I dont want to believe what is
happening to me to be honest. No cramping or anything (but then again, i did not cramp with MMC in Dec.
I just want tomorrow to be over with and for me to know what is happening with my body! I have read levels not changing could be ectopic or MC so that is how i am looking at it. But i cant help but get my hopes up, EPAU said it might just be too early to tell but want me in to check asap- so that is good as booked tomorrow off work to go in for another test.
To summarize things and also here is what has happened in the last week: Can anyone make any sense of it?
9th Jan - scan confirming MMC
12th Jan - D+C
30th Jan - stopped spotting and BFN on IC's
Between 4th and 10th Feb- Ovd (cramping pains etc, no EWCM, in fact no CM!)
Between 16th and 22nd - very thick white creamy CM on and off
23rd Feb - Hedaches and feeling hung over without drinking. Took FRER (BFP) CB digi (PG 1-2 weeks) IC' BFN
24th Feb - went for HCG bloods taken - Level at 74/5 cant remember (Lady at EPAU said it might be too early for high levels and she sid that round 70 is BFP but very early days, and she will monitor bloods weekly because of twin MMC)
25th Feb - Very pale pinky / peachy Cm when wiped, happened maybe twice over the evening
26th Feb - went for HCG bloods taken - Levels still at 74/5 (going in tomorrow for more blood tests, but cant wait, i want to know NOW!!!! even if it is not possible to know now!) CB digi tested again (pg 1-2 weeks)
Now got tests tomorrow at 10am.
Do you think that peachy CM could have been impantation? And it ws just far to early to tell and that is why HCG never rose? Or am i just kidding myself. What do you all think?
Wanted to stay off here and take my mind off it, but i cant think about anything else...
Good and bad experiences / opinions welcome.
Well i have been to the EPAU this morning and got a right shouting at!! Ha. I was told by the doctor that i did not have to wait for AF but she said i should have done, to save this from happening!
Well they did an internal scan and found that there was a ball of collected fluid which could be 1 of 3 things?
1. Remains from D+C in Jan with twin MMC
2. Chemical pregnancy
3. A new pregnancy but to early to tell
So they have ruled out Ectopic so that is good, but now i am waiting for blood results to come back, they should be with me later on this afternoon. My BB's are also a bit tender and seem a bit fuller which is making me even more confused!
happening to me to be honest. No cramping or anything (but then again, i did not cramp with MMC in Dec.
I just want tomorrow to be over with and for me to know what is happening with my body! I have read levels not changing could be ectopic or MC so that is how i am looking at it. But i cant help but get my hopes up, EPAU said it might just be too early to tell but want me in to check asap- so that is good as booked tomorrow off work to go in for another test.
To summarize things and also here is what has happened in the last week: Can anyone make any sense of it?
9th Jan - scan confirming MMC
12th Jan - D+C
30th Jan - stopped spotting and BFN on IC's
Between 4th and 10th Feb- Ovd (cramping pains etc, no EWCM, in fact no CM!)
Between 16th and 22nd - very thick white creamy CM on and off
23rd Feb - Hedaches and feeling hung over without drinking. Took FRER (BFP) CB digi (PG 1-2 weeks) IC' BFN
24th Feb - went for HCG bloods taken - Level at 74/5 cant remember (Lady at EPAU said it might be too early for high levels and she sid that round 70 is BFP but very early days, and she will monitor bloods weekly because of twin MMC)
25th Feb - Very pale pinky / peachy Cm when wiped, happened maybe twice over the evening
26th Feb - went for HCG bloods taken - Levels still at 74/5 (going in tomorrow for more blood tests, but cant wait, i want to know NOW!!!! even if it is not possible to know now!) CB digi tested again (pg 1-2 weeks)
Now got tests tomorrow at 10am.
Do you think that peachy CM could have been impantation? And it ws just far to early to tell and that is why HCG never rose? Or am i just kidding myself. What do you all think?
Wanted to stay off here and take my mind off it, but i cant think about anything else...
Good and bad experiences / opinions welcome.
Well i have been to the EPAU this morning and got a right shouting at!! Ha. I was told by the doctor that i did not have to wait for AF but she said i should have done, to save this from happening!
Well they did an internal scan and found that there was a ball of collected fluid which could be 1 of 3 things?
1. Remains from D+C in Jan with twin MMC
2. Chemical pregnancy
3. A new pregnancy but to early to tell
So they have ruled out Ectopic so that is good, but now i am waiting for blood results to come back, they should be with me later on this afternoon. My BB's are also a bit tender and seem a bit fuller which is making me even more confused!
xx
