thanks guys, you helped cheer me up. I really don't miss him, and would never take him back, but I feel so guilty that Harley is going to be brought up without her dad, I grew up and always had my dad, I was a huge daddy's girl. And so I feel bad for her because she won't have that. I'm sure she won't be affected right away. But there is going to come a time that she will realize she is different. And notice that other kids have a mom and a dad. I can't help but feel such guilt.