Novbaby08
Mom to Harley & Piper
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As terrible as he was to me, I have accepted that I'll be a single parent, I just still can't let go. I dream all the time, that everything was all a dream, that he never left and it just kills me. I wish things had turned out differently. Theres nothing lonelier then being single and pregnant. Its hard to hate him. I loved him so much and he left so suddenly. He had moved on to someone new in less then a week. We had been good friends even before going out. And it tears me up to know that he was able to destroy everything over a baby. I was so sure he wouldn't leave but inside I knew it, that he wouldn't stick around. I'm so tired of being depressed and bitter over this. I just wish things had been different. It didn't have to be like this. It could've been different. Thanks for listening