Hi Ive been reading a few of your posts which are really helpful. A little bit about myself. myself and dh been ttc 5yrs. Had 2 failed IVF attempts, last one June 2012. Only other option was egg donation, which we really not sure we can go through with emotionally. We had 3 bereavements in between all this, one of which was very horrific and we then had to attend my sisters murder trial last August. So my emotions have been so mixed up from day to day. Anyway, we finally decided to go down the adoption route, which we had been talking about for a long time. So in Jan 2013 I made the call to our LA and they have sent the application pack. But now I feel so emotional all the time, my sis in law (who is 46) is now pregnant and I feel so upset all the time. Should we hold off for a bit before going through with all this do you think? DH thinks we should as he feels the same. Not sure where to turn, who to talk to, and what to cry about ! xxxx