Anxiety/Depression support thread

[hakunamatata]

I'm so upset this morning and I have to vent. My 2 year old has playgroup on Wednesdays, one that I can actually drop her off at and get a few hours with just the baby. My stupid husband took my car keys with him to work so I'm stranded at home... no playgroup, no nothing... can't even take kids for a walk because there is an ass ton of snow out... I really want to kill him.

 

[Rhio92]

I'm so upset this morning and I have to vent. My 2 year old has playgroup on Wednesdays, one that I can actually drop her off at and get a few hours with just the baby. My stupid husband took my car keys with him to work so I'm stranded at home... no playgroup, no nothing... can't even take kids for a walk because there is an ass ton of snow out... I really want to kill him.

Can you not take them outside to play in the snow?




Ugh, I've been home a week, and still can't adjust to being back, why?! Got an appt letter from my consultant (who I swear is evil) today for April, took all my willpower not to rip it up, I despise the woman, she's patronising and unpleasant, the last person you think would work in mental health!

 

[topsy]

I'm so upset this morning and I have to vent. My 2 year old has playgroup on Wednesdays, one that I can actually drop her off at and get a few hours with just the baby. My stupid husband took my car keys with him to work so I'm stranded at home... no playgroup, no nothing... can't even take kids for a walk because there is an ass ton of snow out... I really want to kill him.

Sorry hubby took they keys with him hun hope you survived your day and vent away sweets.


Rhio92 I do wonder why some people work in MH I have met a few who are in the wrong job. sorry your consultant isn't very nice that must be so hard hun

xxx

 

[Rhio92]

I'm so upset this morning and I have to vent. My 2 year old has playgroup on Wednesdays, one that I can actually drop her off at and get a few hours with just the baby. My stupid husband took my car keys with him to work so I'm stranded at home... no playgroup, no nothing... can't even take kids for a walk because there is an ass ton of snow out... I really want to kill him.

Sorry hubby took they keys with him hun hope you survived your day and vent away sweets.


Rhio92 I do wonder why some people work in MH I have met a few who are in the wrong job. sorry your consultant isn't very nice that must be so hard hun

xxx

Some of them are awful!

Talking about going back to the hospital tomorrow when I see my CPN. It would mean the prison like unit, but maybe it will help,things have been awful.

On the plus side... OH asked me to marry him today

 

[topsy]

hey sweets congratulations on the proposal thats so sweet, did he get down on 1 knee?

Hope the meeting with the CPN went ok ish, let us know the outcome hun?

xxxxx

 

[topsy]

having a really tough afternoon with voices i cant shut them out stop them xxx

 

[Rhio92]

hey sweets congratulations on the proposal thats so sweet, did he get down on 1 knee?

Hope the meeting with the CPN went ok ish, let us know the outcome hun?

xxxxx

Thanks He did it in a way perfect for us, ran me a bath on a lazy sunday afternoon, and hid the ring in a pair of fresh pjs



Meeting wasn't great, I didn't dare ask, something always tells me that I'm stupid for asking

 

[Rhio92]

having a really tough afternoon with voices i cant shut them out stop them xxx

Can you face them head on to tackle them? xxx

 

[topsy]

No they are to strong and dangerous still struggling today maxed out on meds. Glad he did it in a perfect way hun xxx

 

[Rhio92]

No they are to strong and dangerous still struggling today maxed out on meds. Glad he did it in a perfect way hun xxx

How are you doing? Hope you're feeling better today!




Tried ringing CPN, she wasn't in, and I didn't dare talk to someone I don't know. I think I'm going mad. I hear a whispering sound all the time, and I don't know what it is. I've had a few visual hallucinations before but nothing auditory, would I know if it was? I have no idea I'm scared to be alone, don't trust myself not to hurt myself. Have no idea what to do. Trying to pretend everything is okay for OH. LO is quite happy playing by himself, he's got a new mattress that's not on his bed yet so he;s having fun jumping on it.

 

[topsy]

Hey hun doing a bit better now, had a meeting at local MH hospital today and seeing psychiatrist in 2 ish weeks. Its a battle BUT i am fighting. xxx

hope you got hold of your CPN hun if not ask to speak to the duty worker although no its hard to speak to someone who you don't know. I am sorry you are experiencing this sweets. HUGS xx

 

[Rhio92]

Yesterday was horrendous! But, OH called my CPN and half an hour after him telling her I attempted to harm myself, she was over, which is impressive.
Feel really embarrassed today, normally I try and hold it together but yesterday she saw me in my raw mentally ill state and I couldn't cover it up. So dreading monday's appointment!

 

[topsy]

So sorry you had such a bad say yesterday hun. Hugs xxx

 

[Rhio92]

Topsy, you always offer lovely support to everyone else, but how are you doing?

 

[topsy]

Thanks hun, I do that as when I first suffered from PND I had hardly any support other than family until health care worker saw how bad I was when I was hallucinating one day. Now I will waffle on about PND and MH issues .

Take care hun. Voices are calmer today Thank you xxx

 

[Rhio92]

Glad things have been better



Back to the mother and baby unit for me... The prison-like one. My CPN swears it's lovely and that I'll be fine. Wish me luck!

 

[topsy]

Oh Hun thinking of you and sending you good luck vibes please keep us posted if you can and how you are doing. HUGS hun xxxx

 

[topsy]

Just wondering how you are doing hun? Hope you are ok ish sweetie. Thinking of you xxx

 

[Rhio92]

I'm doing okay thanks �� the ward isn't too bad, the staff are all really nice and helpful. Going to be staying until the baby is born and be induced if she isn't here by 40 weeks x

 

[topsy]

Glad you are doing a little better sweetie and you know you will be staying there untill she is born hun. glad to hear the staff are nice.

I am struggling this afternoon. Voices have started up again as i haven't been sleeping v well xxxx