Right this is not exactly ttc problem as such but I did not really know where else to put it. Well after my mmc in june we have waited a bit to start trying again with some conviction (we was not really trying to prevent it though either iykwim) but then I had to have my smear done 3 weeks ago as last year showed I had mild changes but after a biopsy I was cleared to come back again this year. Well I got my results last fri which was really quick but as I am under the hospital I am hoping it was more that. Well it said I have now got "severe squamous cell dyskaryosis". and on the 19 oct they are going to remove this with a Loop. So this is my moan, first of all afterwards according to this letter there is to be no B'ding for 4-6 weeks and I can't help but feel that is two possible baby chances I am losing. Then, also to be honest I am s**t scared I have never had this done before so has anyone or know do you know anyone who has had this loop done? I'm sorry this is a ramble but it has been on my mind 24 hours since i found out.