Hi ladies how are you all.
Sorry ladies = wanted to share a story about a good friend of mine who is going nowhere fast enough = let me know if you think life is unfair in this instance.
I know life is not fair, yesterday when I went to pay my electricity bill in the Mall, I saw a friend of mine by the name of Louise. She was pregnant the same time I had my M/C two years ago ( her baby was born in December and mine was due for January). The thing is Louise is a careless good for nothing, no ambition or have any idea where in life she wants to be. Her dad left her a home close to where my mom lives but a better quality neighbourhood than my mom this woman don't want the house and would rather it fall apart. At the time she was pregnant for a thug/bum who had her sleeping on floors in old leaking building in ghettos, she could not afford medical treatment, food, clothing and in the end a place to live. She was living in shelters two weeks at a time when not with the boyfriend. I took her under my wing and ensure that she sees a doctor (government of course) insist that she remove a tooth because of the pain, took and stayed with her whenever asthma attack because we both are asthma patient. Got her clothing, something to eat basically everything, that I was being told that I was taking too much on my shoulders in regards to this lady. I just see it as me still being pregnant so it was nice to do these things for her and I had told her that I would take the baby if she had problems with it. Trust me dealing with Louise was like dealing with a five year old who has tantrum when they don't get what they want and oh she gambles. She had the baby and pick up her life got a job as a security officer in the mall and live in an area above a ghetto somewhat. I am proud of her because both she and the baby daddy seems to be trying to make something of themselves. Last month she contacted me because she wanted $250 to help make up for her rent because the baby daddy had moved out and went to live with his sister and the land lord was telling her to move if she could not pay him. Two weeks after sorting herself out she is back with the baby daddy and been the thug and pot head bum he is he finds it hard to get a job so she is supporting him on a 3.00 per hour job. I have been receiving text messages from her for about a week or so which I did not answers because I have my issue and did not need whatever the load is she wanted to unburden on me. So imagine my shock yesterday when she told me she is again six weeks pregnant and this time its not for the bum boyfriend but another thug who she met three weeks before having sex with him and after she told him she is pregnant has disappeared. Here is the kicker she and thug/Bum boyfriend is and were still together and living two corners away from my mom house when she allegedly had this sexual fling with thug #2 and currently have not told him about the pregnancy as yet. Now she wants to know if my mom would allow her, thug boyfriend and her daughter to come and live with her until she can do better. I mean is this woman for feel? she does not listen, she is nasty, they boyfriend is a thug who smokes etc..now she is somewhat angry because I don't want her in my mom house. Heck my mom don't want her in her house because she does not like her. I was so angry with her yesterday that I could not stop cussing her out into the Mall for being so damn stupid, now I have to go and purchase all medications for her again because she has none, she has nothing so its the same thing all over again dejae vu also I must say that I was upset with myself as well because I could not understand how in heck she could get pregnant with nothing and now three children to suffer and I cannot even have one. Oh she was married before and have a teenage daughter that has been living with her ex-husband mother from the age of three, the girl is now 17. Louise is a thirty seven / eight year old woman making stupid mistakes like this one, and to be honest I don't think I can or want to help her out with this kid because I know each time I look at her I would be disgusted and jealous of what she can accomplished and I cant. Knowing that I have to spend and do for her and maybe just maybe she will go back and do the same things. As I sit here in bed typing this note I am questioning myself if it is right to feel this way. I know Dwayne will insist that I don't help her and let her fend for herself because he is cold like that.
Here we are as woman going through all this crop to get pregnant some of us can and some cant and she is dropping babies like rabbit. I told her I will take her after the birth of this one to get birth control she looked at me like I was crazy. smt.
life is too short to have regrets and you don't want to miss out on something wonderful because for something that hasn't happened yet. And besides- Greece sounds like a lovely place to have some fun BDing! 
