How's everyone Doing? It's been a while! I had to stop TTC so I could wait for surgery and then have my gallbladder out. That finally happened In Nov and I'm now in my first tww since the op. I find it really frustrating to be on the forums when not TTC because it just seems like I'm so far away from my goals. Donor has been great about having a break and then starting up again. I'm massively frustrated that we're only getting one donation a month at the moment because of our work schedules. I know the first time I got pregnant it only took one go, but that was definitely a fluke. I'm starting to feel really negative about the whole thing, like I probably won't ever get pregnant again and if I do it'll probably end in miscarriage. I know that attitude isn't helpful but I can't seem to shake myself out of it. Anyway, I'm around 11dpo (didn't confirm o) and all tests so far are bfn. I was having some cramping around 7-9dpo so was hopeful that was implantation but I think that was just wishful thinking. I'm not having any symptoms now and AF is due in 3 days. Hope you're all doing well and had a good holiday period!