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DizzyMoo
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Ok am i the only scrooge here? I hate xmas! I pretend to be excited for josh but when hes not around im back to earth with a bump, yes i like watching him open his pressys but im sat there thinking come on come on. Soon as xmas comes i go grumpy, fed up & start feeling sorry for myself .
I know once you have children the presents all go to them but seriously i got nothing, oh sorry a pair of slippers which came free with avon *sigh*
Now i'm chuffed he got nearly everything he wanted & i really struggled & put as much as i could into him to make it special this year, with baby jax coming 5wks ago & not being able to do much the last few months of pregnancy he got a little pushed out & with fob leaving us josh was upset so this year i thought would be ok,, but nope im fed up.. just reminds me of everyone playing happy families, reminds me ive been single EVERY xmas for erm 6 yrs . Reminds me i've no friends at home, Ive not had 1 text or call from anyone from home today, no merry xmas texts ..nowt! ok im not saying they're a big deal but bloody hell .. shows who your friends are dont it... NOBODY! .. Just reminds me i'm on my own
I dont hear from anyone best of times but xmas is worse, nobody rings or texts, nobody visits, I once again have to go visiting family if im to see any sign of life beyond a 4yr old & 5wk old & 2 cats *sigh* .. I say the merry xmas thing coz its polite but seriously is it over yet?
Im proper depressed here, got " slit ur wrist " songs on slurping cider & eating a big bag of minstrels. Didnt bother with xmas dinner seemed no point just for me n josh. I hate how everyone is super happy & exciting squealing " its xmas yeeee " when i'm feeling like " oh fuck it blaahhhhh " ..
Ok sorry for the moan... ** scrooge over & out **
I know once you have children the presents all go to them but seriously i got nothing, oh sorry a pair of slippers which came free with avon *sigh*
Now i'm chuffed he got nearly everything he wanted & i really struggled & put as much as i could into him to make it special this year, with baby jax coming 5wks ago & not being able to do much the last few months of pregnancy he got a little pushed out & with fob leaving us josh was upset so this year i thought would be ok,, but nope im fed up.. just reminds me of everyone playing happy families, reminds me ive been single EVERY xmas for erm 6 yrs . Reminds me i've no friends at home, Ive not had 1 text or call from anyone from home today, no merry xmas texts ..nowt! ok im not saying they're a big deal but bloody hell .. shows who your friends are dont it... NOBODY! .. Just reminds me i'm on my own
I dont hear from anyone best of times but xmas is worse, nobody rings or texts, nobody visits, I once again have to go visiting family if im to see any sign of life beyond a 4yr old & 5wk old & 2 cats *sigh* .. I say the merry xmas thing coz its polite but seriously is it over yet?
Im proper depressed here, got " slit ur wrist " songs on slurping cider & eating a big bag of minstrels. Didnt bother with xmas dinner seemed no point just for me n josh. I hate how everyone is super happy & exciting squealing " its xmas yeeee " when i'm feeling like " oh fuck it blaahhhhh " ..
Ok sorry for the moan... ** scrooge over & out **