princess_x0
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ARGHHHH
I HATE MEN.
Sorry to rant but I need to write this down, I can not express my feelings ENOUGH.
But basically I have split up with my OH again this time for something way major. Turns out the THING was cheating on me, since I fell pregnant! Argh, I should have picked up the signs! I knew there was something going on I just didn't want to face it! He would NEVER let me look at his phone, and if he did (very rare!) he would go through it first, to delete things! And the fact that we haven't slept together for two or three months now and he hasn't ONCE bothered me about it. And the fact that he don't seem to give a shit anymore, I try it on with him and he just always blows me off. Grr. So last night when he was asleep I went through his phone (I know it was wrong of me but anxiety was killing me!) And saw alot of things I shouldn't have. Argh some 'boy', under michael on his phone, has been getting EXTREMELY friendly with him as it seems. And this girl emily he works with. They have got pretty close lately. What makes it worse is that I've met her and she was waaaay too nice to me. Proper sucking up to me. Ya know? Uh. Why do men always have to shit on me like this? What is so bad about me? Even still WHY can't they just save my dignity and split up with me!?!?
Anyway, when I confronted him, I woke him up at 4.30 this morning and simply asked him who michael was. He denied everything and called me a stupid c*** and said I seriously need help because I'm loosing my mind! UH WHAT CHEEK!
Ok I will admit, I may be a bit depressed and counselling may help me. BUT COME ON I AM NOT STUPID! I DO know what those texts mean.
ARGHHHHHHH.
And then I asked him why he has to lie to me all the time. And he turned round and said 'Well I gota have my own life too'. SO YOU HAVE TO LIE TO HAVE A LIFE? WTF?!?!?!?!
I hate men
Right sorry for the rant girlies Just feel like such a twat. Grr. I'm never guna meet a decent bloke to give me babies. Sigh. If anyone knows and decent, honest and faithful single men, please post him to me. I would love you forever lol! Oh and if they are rich that is a mega bonus
I HATE MEN.
Sorry to rant but I need to write this down, I can not express my feelings ENOUGH.
But basically I have split up with my OH again this time for something way major. Turns out the THING was cheating on me, since I fell pregnant! Argh, I should have picked up the signs! I knew there was something going on I just didn't want to face it! He would NEVER let me look at his phone, and if he did (very rare!) he would go through it first, to delete things! And the fact that we haven't slept together for two or three months now and he hasn't ONCE bothered me about it. And the fact that he don't seem to give a shit anymore, I try it on with him and he just always blows me off. Grr. So last night when he was asleep I went through his phone (I know it was wrong of me but anxiety was killing me!) And saw alot of things I shouldn't have. Argh some 'boy', under michael on his phone, has been getting EXTREMELY friendly with him as it seems. And this girl emily he works with. They have got pretty close lately. What makes it worse is that I've met her and she was waaaay too nice to me. Proper sucking up to me. Ya know? Uh. Why do men always have to shit on me like this? What is so bad about me? Even still WHY can't they just save my dignity and split up with me!?!?
Anyway, when I confronted him, I woke him up at 4.30 this morning and simply asked him who michael was. He denied everything and called me a stupid c*** and said I seriously need help because I'm loosing my mind! UH WHAT CHEEK!
Ok I will admit, I may be a bit depressed and counselling may help me. BUT COME ON I AM NOT STUPID! I DO know what those texts mean.
ARGHHHHHHH.
And then I asked him why he has to lie to me all the time. And he turned round and said 'Well I gota have my own life too'. SO YOU HAVE TO LIE TO HAVE A LIFE? WTF?!?!?!?!
I hate men
Right sorry for the rant girlies Just feel like such a twat. Grr. I'm never guna meet a decent bloke to give me babies. Sigh. If anyone knows and decent, honest and faithful single men, please post him to me. I would love you forever lol! Oh and if they are rich that is a mega bonus